tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34962401795333673992012-01-30T02:26:37.783+08:00以行动出发。Start with Actionpeacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.comBlogger3531100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-41521484028638225492012-01-26T22:19:00.005+08:002012-01-30T02:26:37.838+08:00今年过年格外有家的感觉<br />亲朋戚友聚在一块难能可贵<br />年初二<br />Bukit Tinggi<br />回乡过年<br />绿茵茵的草原<br />清新的空气<br />单纯淳朴的家乡热情<br /><br />近几年<br />随着妈妈辈的中国探亲热<br />开始与她的堂兄弟姐妹再度来往<br />过往身为后辈的我们<br />素未谋面尴尬异常<br />加上成长于较为含蓄的家中<br />更是浑身不自然<br /><br />两三年下来<br />我好像开始爱上那种感觉<br />或许血浓于水吧<br />往年的尴尬与郁闷顿时云消云散<br />看着我家K后兴奋的样子<br />心里竟然也沾染了一份喜悦<br />渐渐爱上这种热闹过年的大家族气氛<br /><br />回到文冬老家<br />看着逐渐成长的外甥们<br />他们都长大了7岁，4岁<br />还有一个可爱的Kelvin，<br />年长我一年，小时一起玩闹的表姐儿子<br />头上竟然有3个转@.@<br />逗趣牛精刁蛮的样子<br />撇开了很多以往不知从何叠起的爱面子和paise<br />就逗着他们玩<br /><br />说真的印象中和小时记忆中的我<br />绝不是这种个性<br />真搞不清楚从什么时刻开始<br />我隐藏了自己<br />隐藏了自己的想法，感受，举动<br />凡事以“不好意思”为前提<br />到后来的开始少话<br /><br />小孩是天真可爱的<br />不管何人与他们玩<br />总能打开心胸与对方玩个癫狂<br />这样的癫狂这样的个性<br />在我身上已经完全褪色<br />如果说我以前是一个吱喳无比，<br />活泼，<br />老爱拿着玩具麦克风<br />骑着婴孩脚踏车在客厅旋转大声唱歌的小孩<br />恐怕没多少人想象得来<br />这种个性我倒希望有朝一日<br />它能重新彰显<br /><br />文冬这个地方<br />离开之际<br />思念把我多留了一天<br />一个曾让我哭让我笑的地方<br />部分童年记忆的堡垒<br />一个与我兄弟姐妹相处过的地方<br />有着大我10年，9年，6年的姐姐<br />还有一个大我2岁的哥哥<br />当年有着茶室<br />假期回去不用说<br />我肯定是个宝<br />与他们相处过的时间不多<br />却在脑海里留下一定的痕迹<br /><br />说也奇怪<br />我依然拥有着2岁多开始的记忆<br />或许这是一个恩典吧<br />见证着神在我身上的点点滴滴<br />不是道听途说<br />而是我确实拥有着的记忆<br />让我更确定那是我真实走过的经历<br /><br />回想起来我是极度蒙神眷顾的小孩<br />虽说我有段不大开心的经历<br />他的恩典其实远远超过这一切<br />在两个家中他让我蒙了极大的恩惠<br />甚至很可能因此免去了更大的伤害<br />撇除血缘关系的阻碍我爸一家视我如己出<br />对我的疼爱与嫡子有过之而无不及<br />甚至可说是聚万千宠爱于一身<br /><br />多留一天与哥哥姐姐把酒谈天<br />不难发现我因着这样的安排逃过了一些伤害<br />这一个年发现了心里存着的某些挣扎<br />回忆与看见充斥着内心深处<br />感触极深<br />怕且这是我有史以来最感慨的一年<br />感觉上今年围绕着一个主题<br />不论分享还是长老即兴的分享与心中微微的声音<br />不谋而合<br />“当信主耶稣，你和你一家都必得救”<br /><br />你是我一生最美的祝福<br />愿你的恩惠同样的临到我们的家族<br />纪念每一个曾在我们，你孩子身上施恩的每一个人<br />愿你亲自以你的恩惠报答他们<br />凭信心领受<br /><br />*P/S：原来文冬的茶，也只有文冬，都加了鲜奶的说，好喝！：）<br /><br />这个年过得特别愉快，特别轻松，确实也让我看见许多的亏欠，anyway 2012绝对上好的开始！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4152148402863822549?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-65483292975361234342012-01-24T01:28:00.002+08:002012-01-24T01:44:37.326+08:00或许是卸下了各样事物<br />最近更新次数比较频密<br /><br />大年初一行程都是惯例<br />话说又多了一位小堂弟<br />三叔的大儿子已升初一<br />我家老弟荣升大一<br />我和堂妹大学完毕<br />时间....哇！<br /><br />大年初一<br />年轻人最怕的问题正式临到<br />接下来的新年...<br />哈哈=。= <br />从男性长辈上了宝贵的马来西亚政治历史人文课，<br />今年还加入了某些话题<br />从女性长辈口中回顾童年，<br />曾是讨大家喜爱的吱喳好动的讨喜活泼小孩，<br />虽然与现在的歌星已经有点不符...<br />从年幼的堂弟妹看见小时候无忧无虑的自己<br /><br />言谈中不禁为马来西亚默哀<br />如果她会说话<br />恐怕已经决堤失声大哭<br />我只能祝愿<br />马来西亚你再各个领域有一个极大改变的时机<br />在对的人地下<br />渐渐疗伤<br /><br />突然很想抱起所有历史书,PA<br />国内外时事一一咀嚼<br />看看这世界的历史变化<br />。。。<br /><br />大年初一<br />惯例黄氏政治时事论坛大会<br />正式结束之时<br />已是大年初二...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6548329297536123434?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-11819811637000039772012-01-23T01:11:00.004+08:002012-01-23T02:47:21.026+08:00家<br />我鲜少挂在嘴边<br />一个传统得含蓄的家<br />有时真的挺想像其他人一样向父母撒娇<br />奈何碍于传统和面子问题<br />我始终踏不出那一步<br /><br />争吵无奈在所难免<br />有时我真的会为某些事情无奈<br />抓狂到极点<br />无可否认我的火气也非一般的小<br />火星撞地球在所难免<br /><br />但说起来<br />其实我有一个不错的家<br />只是大家不善于表达<br />心平气和沟通<br />自然发现各自的出发点<br />叛逆狰狞的背后<br />往往藏着说不出的温柔<br /><br />说来<br />我其实还真的有点愧疚<br />甚至觉得有点不孝<br />要忍受我这个刁蛮主张过多的大小姐<br />谈何容易<br />有时我的火气真的连自己也招架不住<br /><br />人啊<br />本来就不完美为<br />不完美和不完美之间的火花<br />只有通过包容，忍让<br />彼此聆听<br />方能解决<br /><br />祝愿新的一年<br />一团和气<br />而我应该要学学控制火候吧<br /><br />*P/S 1;<br />大年初一，又是我们的龙龙年， <br />24岁的不少身在海内外的昔日同窗在FB感叹岁月与人生经历；<br />这年我们都长大了~ <br /><br />追梦去吧，<br />这是属于我们的天空！<br />经历着无奈与挣扎的，<br />这只是个过程。<br />不经一番彻骨寒，<br />哪得梅花扑鼻香<br /><br />踏出你的一步，<br />实现梦想吧！<br /><br />*P/S 2:<br />今天的分享极具意义<br />提醒自己<br />不要成为讲一流的<br />靠主的恩典成为关键的人数<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1181981163700003977?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-80084486864523408592012-01-20T23:48:00.003+08:002012-01-21T00:05:39.114+08:00终于还是终于！！<br />我毕业了！<br />鲜有的一大早自动弹起<br />极度兴奋<br />花了一些时间祷告<br />今天是我的最后一张degree paper<br />感动异常<br /><br />3年半我经历了奇妙的恩典<br />踏入马大校园<br />那一刻的兴奋与难以置信历历在目<br />第一次参加学长毕业典礼<br />其实与我无关<br />浩大的场面<br />当天我做了一个祷告<br />“3年半后我一定要拿着我的毕业文凭，<br />穿着毕业袍，<br />浩浩荡荡的踏出DTC!”<br /><br />3年半的今天<br />最后一张考卷<br />虽然离开毕业礼还有很久<br />难掩心里的感慨与喜悦<br />更难掩心里的感谢<br />3年半起起落落<br />又高又低<br />这一切都过去了<br /><br />撇开一往的颓废<br />最后一张纸我真的尽了全力<br />成功在有限时间内把所有的slides读完<br />一刻不松懈<br />原来叠起心肝<br />专注力可以如此惊人<br /><br />今天开始<br />我不再是本科生（degree）<br />我终于毕业了！！ <br />虽然前路未明<br />耶和华以勒<br />他必有预备！<br /><br />今天起要开始学习养活自己<br />这不是一个结束<br />而是一个全新的开始<br />更多要办的事在前面<br />要更努力才行！！<br />2012 绝对是上好的一年！！<br />HUAT AH！！<br /><br />当然怎么可以忘记<br />“阿爸父神，谢谢你！<3”<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8008448686452340859?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-64337298493864544302012-01-19T00:28:00.004+08:002012-01-19T00:47:42.091+08:00延续了上一篇的感慨<br />多加几回愁<br />感慨人世<br /><br />知音知己难寻<br />兴起未必能得着适当的附和<br />乃需逢天时地利人和<br />志同道合者如大海捞针<br />独木难支<br />难矣<br /><br />每个人的心中住着长不大的小孩<br />堆积的童真与梦<br />小孩或许在岁月与现实的摧残中睡着<br />若干年后的回首<br />小孩惊醒或被唤醒的那一刻<br />留在心中的<br />是遗憾？<br />自豪？<br />抑或继续追寻的赤子之心？<br /><br />人生啊<br />总夹带着五味交杂的时刻<br />甜酸往往莫名的碰在一起<br />哀伤中带来喜乐<br />无助中带有希望<br /><br />我说啊<br />上帝是公平的<br />摔到谷底却会在谷底发现黄金<br />升到极高处也会出现缺氧之时<br />好事学习感恩<br />继续加油<br />坏事学习忍耐<br />还是加油<br />人生就是这么奇怪的玩意儿<br /><br />开启抒情中带点哀伤的曲子<br />让曲子带我进入另一个意境<br />那是我独特的思考方式<br />出现在抉择与感慨人世的方程式<br /><br />人世啊<br />人总要学着自己长大<br />...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6433729849386454430?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-43761539985686505242012-01-17T21:01:00.004+08:002012-01-17T22:01:27.885+08:00Once again I was situated at the road junction<br />"Singing" The Road Not Taken (why again =.=)<br />I had a very nice offer<br />But yet too many to consider<br />It was totally out of my plan<br />I had never ever thought of this before<br />Somehow it is like twisted my original plan<br />And somehow changing my dream?<br />Am I on the right track on my dream?<br />Or the another way round?<br />I'm like heading somewhere else even further from my original dream<br />Am I still able to reach my dream?<br />Original dream yelling inside me?<br /><br />Initially I plan to get something like design<br />I was once totally impressed by the impactful trailer and conference starting clip<br />There's a tiny little voice <br />"Wow, I'm gonna learn that to impact someone in future"<br />"Video can be simple yet impactful with awakening message"<br />"Even those who does not like to study, video and multimedia can help"<br />That's my very initial motivative to choose Multimedia<br />But merely design without some programming language basic is not a very good idea<br />It's better to handle both design and programming<br />Thus I chose what I have now<br />End up by the end<br />I feel like can't reach both end<br />I have not really expertise in any field that I have mentioned...<br />Inside of me, it is still yelling<br />I really wish I could handle them, expertise in them<br />That's my dream<br />Somehow I'm not at the level<br /><br />24<br />I'm graduating by this year FOR SURE<br />My FYP I know it shouldn't be a big problem anymore<br />I wish to have some flexible time to do what I wish for<br /><br />My lecturer is trying to pursue me for being his RA<br />Working on his topic<br />Something regarding to Information Hiding in Audio<br />which means I have to work with audio<br />Ok still in multimedia scope<br />Nice offer has been given<br />He is going to get his grant<br />I'm going to get some pocket money(more than 1k)<br />A Mac Notebook for the project<br />Tuition fees waived for Master (by Research)<br />Everything seems very very fine and perfect<br /><br />Somehow there is something in me<br />Audio is not my most interested topic<br />If there is a queing list in my heart<br />I can't tell which position it locates<br />But no doubt I can still learn something from it<br />Somehow I used to said Research report is definitely a NO for me<br />if I'm going to involved in this<br />Report and research paper is definitely a YES<br /><br />In terms of short term benefits<br />Yes this is the best choice<br />Solving my time flexibility manner<br />As my lecturer can accept I'm not in the lab<br />Doing something else outside<br />Somemore with pay<br />And owning a Mac Notebook <br />(not knowing if I can keep it as mine, but at least during the progrssion)<br /><br />In terms of long run and long term benefits<br />There will many questions spinning in my head<br />1-2 years later<br />I'm 2X?<br />By picking up this, it is definitely another round<br />Further apart from those design and production house? T.T<br />Can I still claimed myself as "Fresh graduate with no working experience" proudly?<br />People still hiring you even you said "I'm willing to learn,money is not a problem"?<br />Will my scope be limited to lecturing a lecture?<br />Though my friend starts to give me opinion....<br />Lecturer good! You can torture the students like the lecturer now....<br />You can add in bible verse a....bla bla bla (=.= duh they make fun of me)<br />But but but.....<br />That's my life?<br />Limited to lecturer lifestyle?<br />And limited friend circle? haha =.=<br />Erm....<br /><br />Though when I'm very very young<br />I wish to study everything<br />"It is the best if I can learn everything without working "<br />That's a very innocent thinking...<br />Even thought till now I'm greedy to learn many things<br />But I realised money is important too<br /><br />Very personal talk<br />Deep inside my heart<br />There's another dream in me since young<br />But I know to accomplish it<br />I better to have the ability to earn money by myself<br />Clearing my needs and as well others<br />Anyhow the voice has never ever really clarify itself<br /><br />A doubt<br />Am I in the right track towards my dream and destiny<br />A YES or a NO?<br />=.=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4376153998568650524?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-91419136056981974462012-01-15T22:28:00.004+08:002012-01-15T23:21:45.410+08:00让今天成为全新的开始<br />消极的诋毁通通跟我滚蛋<br />就在吉甲这个地方<br />重新开始<br />抓着应许再起跑<br /><br />你<br />啊是啦就是你<br />你要搞清楚<br />我是勇士<br />不是元帅<br />我只听元帅命令！<br />你就等着看好戏吧！<br />你要对付我<br />先看看我的元帅<br />恩宠在我身上<br />我的元帅必定把你干掉！！ <br /><br />报告元帅！<br />我在这里！<br />今天要入伍<br /><br />:p<br />haha~Daddy~~~~~~~!!<br /><br />就这样吧<br />举目观看<br />给自己一个新的开始<br />把约书亚和其他领袖与神的单独相处成为你的目标<br />拾起来吧<br />勇敢的拾起<br />把你手上的石子磨好<br />不要忘了你手中的武器<br />你手上的宝剑<br /><br />记得你不是元帅<br />这场战争本来就不属于你的<br />2012有更多的奇迹，突破胜利<br />在前方等着你<br />他已经为你在前头摆设了宴席<br />他已经用油膏你<br />是你的福杯满溢<br />因为他<br />你才有更美好的路<br />更刺激的战争<br />要你与他并肩作战<br />记得跨胜的味道！<br /><br />现在开始plan我的resolution应该不会太迟吧<br />我过的是农历新年 XD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-9141913605698197446?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-67981298323888504552012-01-15T01:37:00.002+08:002012-01-15T01:58:02.302+08:00<iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/LHpTzm4K14Y" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />最近自我诋毁<br />自我控告<br />负面的声音<br />掩盖了我的世界<br />不行<br />不能再这样下去<br />这些声音你必须滚蛋<br /><br />捉着应许<br />正面的声音<br />从上头来的肯定<br />这只手你绝对绝对不能松开<br />只能捉得更紧<br /><br />这个季节大家开始英勇奋斗<br />虽未能面对面<br />依然彼此鼓励<br />倍感窝心<br />至少走不下去时有人陪<br />患难时一起咬紧牙关走下去<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6798129832388850455?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-47218202382900077342012-01-13T00:16:00.003+08:002012-01-13T00:47:14.746+08:00很想问问自己<br />你到底想怎样？！<br />总在不对的时间<br />做一些不相干的事情<br />wakao又不把考试当一回事了<br /><br />据说天与地得到很大的回响<br />有几句对白果然超经典<br />对啊，<br />这个社会已经把我们教育成一个模式<br />一种喜好<br />大众喜爱的叫潮流<br />另一类的声音称之为不入流<br />很久很久以前有人就这样提问过<br />到底先进的人类是真的在进步呢？<br />还是在逐渐退步？<br />最近一百年里<br />有多少为天才发表了影响深远的伟论，学说与发明？<br /><br />其实<br />为什么我们要活在这么多的束缚当中？<br />有些束缚不是必然的<br />有些枷锁是自加的<br />太过为别人着想<br />活在别人期待中<br />循规蹈矩的跟着社会大趋势活着<br />是一种自我虐待的表现<br /><br />这种剧情在我这种叛逆青年的发难期<br />简直是正中下怀<br /><br />人生到底是什么玩意儿<br />梦想虽美<br />回到现实的时候<br />一切只是遥不可及的虚空<br />梦想又能为人生成就什么<br />成全什么<br /><br />现实给的答复都是丑陋的<br />厌倦交际<br />厌倦思考<br />厌倦有人老爱在我不想动的时候<br />推我一把<br />且让我慢慢的悄悄地<br />从人群中暂时退出<br />就剩下我自己<br /><br />奇怪的是依然会无端端出现在fb...<br />=.=<br />你爱怎么说就怎么说吧<br />懒得理<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4721820238290007734?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-52019171502376024542012-01-12T00:56:00.003+08:002012-01-12T01:10:25.986+08:00时间：凌晨00:57<br />任务：准备明天下午3点考试（应该是今天）<br />状况：不在状况<br />进度：1%<br />状态：无心恋战<br />其他科目进度：0%<br /><br />这种状态望而生畏吧？<br />就是很不自觉掉入这种光景，<br />没有任何动力，<br />没有任何目标，<br />没有任何举动，<br />很想把自己干掉，<br />只想躺下睡觉<br />更刺激的是心里有一点紧张的感觉...<br />都没有...<br /><br />好像不再有太多事情引起我的注意<br />这样的自己<br />霎时间<br />觉得<br />有点恐怖...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5201917150237602454?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-84329170692508366592012-01-10T20:19:00.002+08:002012-01-10T20:26:57.048+08:00费解<br />真的有够不明白<br />有些东西明明就很简单<br />为什么老要把它复杂化？<br />过分担忧？<br />有些事又不能明讲<br />只是<br />看到过渡紧张的神情<br />无名火就无端端冒上来<br />气煞<br /><br />更不明白为什么最近火气异常的大<br />问题到底是出在我身上还是什么？<br />龙年吐火？<br />=。=<br />是我过度大安主义还是他们过度紧张？！<br />费解啊！！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8432917069250836659?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-29504061068994470192012-01-10T03:01:00.004+08:002012-01-10T03:30:31.082+08:00无聊的我撇下该做的事情<br />下载了有点过期却依然红爆中港台新马的话题<br />那些年<br />电影里的校园与我记忆里的校园<br />那个味道极度相似<br />课室里的“礼义廉耻”仿佛是国字楼的化身<br />那个礼堂<br />那个毕业典礼<br />极度相似<br />初一仿佛是昨天的事情<br /><br />曾经拥有碰上柯景腾类型朋友的“艳遇”<br />捣蛋得让人哭笑不得的家伙<br />但我绝不是沈佳宜<br />也擦不出任何火花<br />却带来了不少的记忆<br />n年后的今天变成独特的回忆<br /><br />身边确实有一个沈佳宜<br />我就是胡家玮啦<br />哈哈<br /><br />感慨的是<br />很多中学的回忆已经失去了联系<br />有些圈子也渐渐的谁着时间逐渐淡出<br />但愿你们事事安好<br />或许有一天会相遇<br />却未知还会不会相认<br />XD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2950406106899447019?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-83880658840982649992012-01-08T23:52:00.003+08:002012-01-09T00:09:04.838+08:00看着周围的积极<br />很想告诉自己<br />来吧<br />你也起来！<br />加油！<br /><br />好好祷告吧<br />现在的你的的确确非常非常需要<br />把心中的不安放下<br />给一些时间<br />与神独处吧<br />惟有他能恢复你君王的身份<br />你才能真正再度翱翔<br />蓄势待发<br />惟有他知道你前方的道路<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8388065884098264999?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-47410671963398346942012-01-05T23:44:00.001+08:002012-01-05T23:48:12.486+08:00容我在这里大喊一句<br />骑虎难下！！ <br />=.=<br />我好像真的没有选择的余地了<br />...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4741067196339834694?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-18794966792922229582012-01-02T12:07:00.002+08:002012-01-02T12:22:20.401+08:00新的一年，新的开始<br />这一年会是特别的一年<br />或许受中华文化的影响<br />24对我来说是一个特别的数字<br />12的倍数就像一个轮<br />也像一个圆满的结束<br />全新的开始<br />这只是我个人的见解<br /><br />12岁完成小学阶段<br />踏入全新一季<br />24又是我的本命年<br />一个转了<br />之一转无疑还是我全新的一季<br /><br />24大学毕业<br />这一年我必须学习养活自己<br />心中有许许多多想在今年完成的事情<br />仍在祷告中<br />内心深处确实想它能实现<br />就这一年<br />祷告这是绝对丰盛的一年！<br />如此一来我想做的事情就确确实实有着落了<br /><br />改变是从里面到外面<br />这一年期待更多的改变与蜕变<br />内外兼具<br />还是那句<br />2012是丰盛没有缺乏的一年！<br />如此一来我想做的事情就确确实实有着落了! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1879496679292222958?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-85522056103534286602011-12-30T23:46:00.004+08:002011-12-31T00:40:10.020+08:00负面的情绪与思想笼罩了我好一段日子<br />特别是这几个月<br />用的都是自己的力量硬撑<br />那种感觉与思绪是可怕的<br />在谷底，压力交迫，挣扎的感觉<br />跟脑内负面的声音抗战是恐怖的<br />...<br />万念俱灰<br /><br />幸亏<br />我没有乱来<br />负面的就别提了<br /><br />3天2夜的Janda Baik<br />其实没多大特别<br />只是可以好好睡睡觉<br />疯狂的玩玩球，打打牌<br />吃吃喝喝再玩玩水<br /><br />第一天有点要命<br />我根本就完全不想祷告翻圣经<br />也不想做任何的东西<br />不想策划更别说别的<br />我根本就是心不在焉<br />圣经翻了好久<br />感觉极度陌生<br />仿佛几个世纪没有动过圣经<br />所有的经节圣经次序仿佛一扫而空<br />内心甚至在想需不需要酱属灵哦=.=<br /><br />第二天<br />硬着头皮独个儿去到河边<br />我比较像放松多过灵修<br />当大家滔滔不绝的讲着大家的领受当儿<br />我只胡口挤了些不懂是不是领受的领受<br />但那一刻起心里起了丁点微妙的变化<br /><br />晚上<br />某些失去的感觉仿佛开始回来<br />那是第一步<br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/zbOAJgvPXOk" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />恢复我吧<br />进入更大的尊荣<br />我的一切都在于你<br /><br />“我的心啊！你要仍归安乐，因为耶和华用厚恩代你”（诗116：7）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8552205610353428660?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-20241125438079395392011-12-28T01:17:00.002+08:002011-12-28T01:30:22.060+08:00如果每个人身上有着阴暗的一面<br />我想在不经意中触动了它<br />在内心深处引爆了<br /><br />没有理由<br />没有预兆<br />...<br />无声无息<br />...<br />...<br />...<br />泛滥成灾<br /><br />想躲起来的感觉越来越强烈<br />...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2024112543807939539?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-63513866092977836172011-12-24T22:48:00.003+08:002011-12-24T23:03:33.493+08:00So the crisis has past in some manner.<br />Thanks God I was not even questioned.<br />Due to time constraint maybe?<br />Ha!<br />Last semester I was the first to present,<br />This semester I'm the last presenter...<br /><br />I do not hide what I can't achieved.<br />Not to use tricky way to cheat them.<br />But I don't even have time for that.<br />I just try to be honest and said everything that I tried before and what I couldn't achieved.<br />Frankly there is a big bug that I can't really hide it :p<br />Felt relieved when the panel said<br />Though one of the objective is not being fulfilled.<br />Glad that the panel felt that the objective is being achieved in some manner<br />Relieved~<br />I guess nothing is going to happen to me<br />At least not to fail :p<br />Great lessons learnt...<br />Hopefully I do not have any chance to improve it on the next semester<br />cause I'm going to graduate soon :)<br /><br />Time flies<br />3 years + back<br />I was the new bird in campus<br />In taiwan, they might called as vegetable bird ,hahaha!!<br />Now...<br />Err....<br />Ya, I'm graduate soon!!<br /><br />New Year is around the corner.<br />Still have something to settle before the greater year come<br />Should get all these done and prepare for my final FINAL!!<br />It's my turn eventually!!<br />And we are going to have the test at the new exam hall :)<br /><br />Checklist:<br />1.DCN Assignment 2 (Video)<br />2DCN Assignment 6<br />3DCN Assignment 3<br />(See!! it's DCN again!! :p)<br />4Web Application Assignment<br />5FYP Final Report<br /><br />+u!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6351386609297783617?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-8161987839208376782011-12-23T00:53:00.002+08:002011-12-23T01:11:49.001+08:00撑了那么久<br />明天就是了<br />虽然走得不易<br />有许许多多不足，<br />自责的地方<br />睡不好，吃不好<br />精神紧绷<br /><br />但毕竟路是往前的<br />只有往前走没有后退<br />过去的永远没法挽回<br />惟有在前方积极弥补<br />条条大路通罗马<br /><br />其实你真的已经尽了你可以的<br />或许你过分的自我要求<br />再加上懒惰的个性<br />有时真的把很多东西拖垮<br /><br />记得<br />完美主义有时不是一件好事<br />特别是在你无法好好妥善安排时间的时候<br />有些得执著就应该适可而止<br />也要记得不要自顾一个人硬撑<br />适当的时候要懂得开口求救<br />没法应对的时候<br />要脑筋动得转弯<br /><br />最后一仗了<br />会不会有下半场？<br />依然是未知数<br />置诸死地而后生<br />尽力打吧<br /><br />虽然手上的尽是零零散散的东西<br />但是还是一步一脚印走来的结果<br />尽量把他们做好吧<br />不管他们接受与否<br />你要学习先接受<br />懂得欣赏<br /><br />明天的你<br />见招拆招吧<br />结果如何都好<br />最起码这一刻你已经倾巢而出<br />阿Q精神也好<br />自我安慰也罢<br />留得青山在，不怕没柴烧<br />若干年后依然是好汉一条！<br /><br />祝福你，辛苦你了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-816198783920837678?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-46896988249818170332011-12-21T13:50:00.002+08:002011-12-21T14:03:33.395+08:00还有几天<br />说实在的我真的没有把握<br />没有头绪<br />这个学期我真的不知道自己干了什么<br />什么都做不好<br />为什么会到这种田地<br /><br />没有什么好怨的<br />想说某某讲师XXX<br />但其实他也只是尽自己的本分<br />只是要求比较苛刻<br />说到最后还是自己的时间分配极度糟糕<br /><br />眼看着没法在短时间内解决的问题<br />心里其实是害怕的<br />真的很怕自己会当掉<br />无法交待<br />记录花掉<br />面对着各样的打气<br />除了感谢，接受，硬撑<br />真的不知道我能做什么<br /><br />很多人会说我想太多<br />自己知自己事<br />如果万一....<br />我真的当掉了<br />我能不能潇洒的吸一口气<br />坦荡荡的去面对？<br />当掉重新再来没什么大不了<br />那是我的事<br />只是没把份内事做好<br />我能承受这样的舆论吗？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4689698824981817033?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-68493737058599217672011-12-13T23:22:00.004+08:002011-12-13T23:31:49.557+08:00请原谅我的无礼<br />这个鸟季节真的不懂自己做了什么鸟事<br />鸟屎性格一箩箩<br />现在要收拾一堆堆的鸟屎残局<br />是自己笨<br />看到鸟屎来还不会闪<br />明知身上有屎<br />大安主意不会分时间清理<br />看来大鸟屎即将临头<br />应该就快被人鸟到飞起<br />还不知死字怎样写<br />死还是屎傻傻分不清楚<br />这些屎真的不懂怎样清<br />清不清得完<br />真的不知道<br />对于某些过分尽责的鸟，我真的懒得鸟了<br />哎<br />临收尾竟然一大堆苏州屎未清<br />问你屎没<br />吃屎中<br /><br />儿童不宜<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6849373705859921767?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-50898560024969936252011-12-11T00:36:00.002+08:002011-12-11T00:43:18.186+08:00我喜欢唱歌<br />除了优美独特千奇百怪的旋律以外<br />我更喜欢它能表达情绪<br />情绪高昂<br />兴高彩烈<br />歇斯底里<br />无一所缺<br />与其莫名其妙的大喊大叫<br />唱歌可以让人肆无忌惮的大喊宣泄<br />锻炼歌喉<br />喊得难听<br />别人也只好当你技安上身，嗓音“独特”<br />无伤大雅<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5089856002496993625?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-84606415638596672822011-12-04T22:57:00.003+08:002011-12-04T23:36:01.568+08:00It is December!!<br />What a marvellous month<br />A month full of challenges yet wonderful<br />I believe<br /><br />Ended the 1st part of Giza<br />Amazingly when the spirit of God is on you<br />The face wall can be thicken out of a sudden<br />Doing something that you will never ever do before<br />Forgetting the embarrassing moment for being rejected<br />That's what we shall learn and practise in life yea<br />But somehow in daily life we forgot about that<br />Keep focusing on the personal feeling?<br />Ha<br />I'm talking to myself<br /><br />As to those who always concerned on when am I going to graduate<br />Yeah, it is almost to the end<br />If there is no incidents or whatever so<br />In Jesus name<br /><br />December will be the climax of climax of my U life<br />Assignments due one by one<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">Virtual Reality 7/12<br />Game Programming 15/12<br />Web Application 20/12<br />Data Communication and Networking 30/12<br />Last and not least the FYP...<br />Viva session should be held by 10sth or 20sth of December</span><br /><br />Some of them are in 0% progress frankly<br />And some of them I really have no confidence to finish on time<br />I have to bear the fruits of my laziness and all sorts of reason<br />Anyhow<br />Pray that God will strengthen me<br />Be with me during this period<br />To have peace always thought it would be a extremely busy period<br /><br />After all<br />It would be exams on January<br />And I'll be set free<br />Frankly speaking I'm not that worry for the January but December<br /><br />Many questioned me what to do after graduation<br />Personally I do not really wish to enter the industry for that soon<br />Thought the income sounds interesting<br />Firstly I don't think I'm well equipped<br />Perhaps many of you think that everyone is not well-equipped<br />I just wish to learn and exposed myself more to some knowledge and my interest<br />Sparing some time to do something I wish for in my younger day<br />When I am still energetic for that<br />Planned to look for some time flexible job as part time maybe<br />Tuition is one in my mind<br />Just having a feeling to pick up all my secondary school books<br />That's what I wish for and something deep in my heart heart<br />If God permits and situation allowed<br /><br />That's the tiny little sharing from me<br />December<br />I need the grace from You more<br />I pray for a beautiful ending in 2011<br />And of course with great harvest<br />In personal life and most importantly harvest in His kingdom :)<br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/o6IxzAdQvTQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />Though thunder roars,mountain trembles, the world changes and fades,arise and fall<br />May You be my shelter<br />Forever and ever<br />Though I always felt I am not worthy and naughty<br />Yet You still love me that much<br />I pray that <br />Forever and ever I will dedicated myself<br />No matter in what situation<br />And say Lord,I love You<br />You know it better than any other else<br />Help me to live a life that glorified You<br />Till the day I seek Your face<br />And see Your smiling face on me<br />I think<br />I will be melted totally and satisfied :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8460641563859667282?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-70609903636515074172011-11-30T00:01:00.000+08:002011-11-30T00:02:33.980+08:00Sth wrong with my mind perhaps<br />I just wish to scream<br />SHIT!!<br /><br />Don't feel like going to school<br />Definitely will be questioned if I were at home<br />Why we need to response to others?<br />It's tiring<br />Truly tiring<br /><br />Time is tiring<br />Fact is tiring<br />Responsible is tiring<br />Controlling is tiring<br />Throwing temper is tiring<br />Everything is so damn tiring<br />SHIT ME!!<br /><br />Recently if can don't come to me<br />I don't know when I will bird people<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-7060990363651507417?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-5478058030550967402011-11-29T01:22:00.010+08:002011-11-29T12:51:36.000+08:00不知道什么原因<br />最近老是莫名其妙的踩到地雷的感觉<br />不是被炸就是自爆<br /><br />是我的问题吗？<br />不否认最近有点燥<br />讨厌拖泥带水<br />那是耗时又没有果效的玩意儿<br /><br />11-12月的季节<br />你忙我忙大家忙<br />特别是今年的时间表<br />全世界打仗打到乱<br /><br />谁不想把事情做好<br />谁会想把麻烦留给他人<br />谁不想人见人爱车见车载<br />如果可以选，<br />没有人想假手于他人<br /><br />为了把事情做好<br />某些人背后的苦衷与辛劳<br />时间的压迫，<br />体力的交战<br />背后附上的代价，挣扎，压力与无奈<br />尽力做到最好了<br />却不得体谅的心情<br />又有有多少人知道？<br /><br />只能再叹<br />领袖真不易为<br /><br />我不影射任何人，<br />个人各有苦衷，<br />每个反应的背后总有一个原因<br />纯粹个人见解<br />包括我在内仍需要琢磨学习<br />只是在想<br />如大家能互相体谅，<br />麻烦就少多了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-547805803055096740?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-57685236890709947122011-11-28T01:32:00.002+08:002011-11-28T01:35:59.599+08:00For this semester,the mood can just simply spoilt on Sunday midnight.<br />Precisely midnight of Monday<br />stupid assignments are keep on uploading by a so responsible lecturer<br />Nothing changes even the evaluation is done<br />Shit assignments<br />Shit presentation<br />Can't you just be tolerate?<br />Sorry for being rude but you really pissed us off for so many weeks<br />SHIT la<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5768523689070994712?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-13130939015174542102011-11-24T22:19:00.003+08:002011-11-24T22:40:58.240+08:00话说某某原因课程取消了<br />回家途中再问某某人明天的课照常吗<br />某某回复了某某原因不能<br />累积了某某某某某某某某的种种种种再种种的原因与回复<br />只好问某某某某再某某的意见<br />线上某某某某某某再某某问道-你觉得呢？<br />胆粗粗的我因着在公在私的种种原因的再种种种种<br />很有种的写了<br />“如果说圣诞过后好像有点过分哦？可是...”<br />某某某某再某某回复了一句<br />似批准有带点火药味的回复后<br />就瞬间消失无影<br />人间消失<br />胆粗粗的我顿时感觉好像踩到地雷变成炮灰<br />...<br /><br />不管了<br />时间真的不够用了<br />算我没种没品<br />我真的管不了那么多了<br />也不知道要给什么反应<br />...<br />管不了的就别管那么多了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1313093901517454210?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-83157104387315818522011-11-23T01:03:00.001+08:002011-11-23T01:05:16.319+08:00雨季时刻<br />忘了带伞<br />狠下心肠<br />淋着雨回家<br /><br />全身湿透的感觉<br />是几爽一下的<br />：）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8315710438731581852?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-59190119858242386822011-11-20T23:56:00.006+08:002011-11-21T00:48:45.456+08:00不否认多偏向于绩效导向<br />或许该转转方向<br />转个信念<br />转个思想模式<br />有时候事情抓得太紧往往弄巧反拙<br />苦了自己也无法满足别人<br />甚至永远在原地踏步<br /><br />跌倒的时候<br />绩效效应往往会让人越陷越深<br />在这种环境下<br />根本不可能再与“享受”有任何的挂钩<br />忘了“不劳而获”时有的“享受”心态<br />忘了尝到恩典甘甜的喜乐<br />忘了初衷与爱的甘甜<br />慢慢的从甘心乐意轻省的轭<br />转换成一堆堆“为什么”的重担<br />或许我们靠的都是自己的能力<br />停留在脑里的知识<br />我不否认<br /><br />1+1不一定永远等于2<br />有些事情可能永远都没有答案<br />解决方案或许只有在心态上思想上<br /><br />近来老顾着闹情绪<br />好久没有真正留心消化近期一些诗歌的歌词<br />现在才发现有些歌词的意境几美一下<br /><br /><iframe width="450" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/rvGqWZFgXXU" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />恢复我的生命<br />改变我的思想模式<br />开启我的双眼<br />让我的心看见<br />在你里面不可思议的一切<br />给我新的看见<br />新的体验<br />不拘于形式上<br />乃是处于对你心里的认识<br />我需要重新认识你<br /><br />我不是以为我已经得着了<br />只期待我能看见另一片天<br />真正饱尝与享受你爱的甘甜<br />祝愿我有新的旅程<br /><br />爱你是我的喜乐<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5919011985824238682?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-15842533096792144072011-11-18T20:07:00.002+08:002011-11-18T20:10:24.917+08:00真的不是搞笑<br />觉得头顶好像开始凉凉的<br />怎么好像越来越稀薄<br />有点不对静的感觉<br />不免开始<br />惊<br /><br />不要跟我开这种玩笑...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1584253309679214407?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-5253823068343672872011-11-16T13:43:00.004+08:002011-11-16T14:06:59.770+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ysDDNAr0trA/TsNOcW5TvRI/AAAAAAAAAps/WvZJpEXf-u8/s1600/2009080715051284.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 289px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ysDDNAr0trA/TsNOcW5TvRI/AAAAAAAAAps/WvZJpEXf-u8/s400/2009080715051284.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675466204506209554" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" 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href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-xeeGVg_ptGY/TsNNx0vZVCI/AAAAAAAAAo0/Jfe4qp-U300/s1600/1_130841_2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-xeeGVg_ptGY/TsNNx0vZVCI/AAAAAAAAAo0/Jfe4qp-U300/s400/1_130841_2.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675465473783321634" /></a><br /><br />一个简单的图像搜索<br />符合心境<br />如果图画能说故事<br />或许它正诉说心里的点滴<br /><br />事情往往不能100%在你我掌控中<br />期盼往往不等于成果<br />身不由己<br />可笑的是周遭的环境<br />往往会不断提醒着美好憧憬的一幕<br />继续还是放手<br />相信还是怀疑<br />能圆与否<br />就在一个决定中<br /><br />天始终没塌下来<br />只是为何经常老是徘徊在这种光景<br />浪费时间<br />莫名其妙<br />泄了气的汽球<br />还是保持沉默吧...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-525382306834367287?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-43101557195458353832011-11-12T22:39:00.004+08:002011-11-12T23:03:57.934+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-YaPT7zYSPjk/Tr6FXlJlJJI/AAAAAAAAAoo/CsBPgsfeLIM/s1600/heart-broken.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 233px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-YaPT7zYSPjk/Tr6FXlJlJJI/AAAAAAAAAoo/CsBPgsfeLIM/s400/heart-broken.png" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5674119220689183890" /></a><br /><br />无奈...<br />不是刻意，<br />只是在人前没有更好的选择<br /><br />人啊<br />怎么越大越复杂<br />喜怒哀乐不能再像小孩一样任意写在脸上<br />收放自如<br /><br />胆大心细脸皮厚？<br />只能叹<br />不简单<br /><br />心里预见的答案<br />不管怎么逃避<br />依然不赏脸的在面前炫耀<br /><br />面对眼前一发不可收拾的烂摊子<br />不想面对<br />这是我的问题吗？<br />唉<br /><br />沮丧时 总会明显感到孤独的重量<br />咖啡麻醉不了孤单<br />我们可不可以不勇敢 当伤太重心态算无力承担<br />我们可不可以不勇敢 当爱太累梦太乱没有答案<br />最初的梦想 <br /><br />我找不到我到不了 你所谓的将来的美好<br />我什么都不要 知不知道<br />若你懂我这一秒<br /><br />我想看到我在寻找<br />...<br />...<br />...<br />那能在心里再度引起共鸣的旋律...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4310155719545835383?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-36674215586639133852011-11-06T20:59:00.003+08:002011-11-06T21:13:27.055+08:00Imitating your blogging style<br />Giving you a post :p<br /><br />Big congrats to you<br />Though simple one,<br />yet you have melted to the max XD<br /><br />Congrats for the first 9 years journey is about to end<br />It's time for you to hold another ticket now<br />A ticket for two<br />Wishing you a better future with your beloved another half ahead<br />Walking towards the destiny hand in hand<br />You two will be the blessings of many<br />Thanks for giving us a chance to witness this 9 years stories and of course ahead with do re mi fa so...... XD<br />:)<br /><3<br /><br />Continue to dwell in the sweet sweet atmosphere la ya :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-3667421558663913385?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-28263696887543065902011-11-05T01:41:00.000+08:002011-11-05T01:42:26.364+08:00...<br />唉<br />这样的季节何时换季？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2826369688754306590?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-31226829201593669062011-11-02T23:45:00.004+08:002011-11-02T23:59:08.270+08:00那始终是让我感动的地方<br />一个我重生，成长，立志的地方<br />虽然外貌不再<br />每个角落却充斥着我的回忆<br />某些特殊的经历，<br />曾许下的伟大誓言<br />历历在目<br />所经历过的每个心路历程<br />一幕幕浮现在眼前<br /><br />这一切我都还记得<br />...<br />真的记得<br /><br />我只能说上帝...<br />谢谢你<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-3122682920159366906?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-26795371542869580142011-10-30T23:55:00.002+08:002011-10-31T00:33:16.450+08:00今晚一个值得沉思的夜<br />冲击在意想不到之际降临<br />今天的信息<br />瞅住我的心<br />一个突来的消息让我震惊<br /><br />不禁自问<br />心里所谓的所谓<br />真的如此难吗？<br /><br />云欣，<br />一个最忠实的iCampus支持者<br />我真的期盼在天堂遇见你<br /><br />接到消息的第一个反应自然就是她信主了吗？<br />这个问题在很多人眼里看来很白痴<br />但这是我们共同的使命<br /><br />曾经我以为死亡离开我们这些黄毛小子远得很<br />周遭也从未有这些事情发生<br />但近来的事情让我改观了<br />iCampus曾接触的几个短期内已遇上各样事情<br />原来死亡离我们不远<br /><br />那我们还呆在这里干什么？<br />犹如当头棒喝<br />是你的提醒吗？<br /><br />时间真的是如此紧迫<br />但是...<br />当我...<br />想站起来的时候<br /><br />我发现<br />...<br />我竟然开始退缩了<br />甚至想钻进洞里<br />没有站起来的勇气<br />...<br /><br />黄碧仪<br />你到底在干什么？！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2679537154286958014?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-45741196238171299372011-10-29T19:24:00.007+08:002011-10-29T19:38:42.904+08:00Why this happen and drag my mood down again!<br />I know I still couldn't overcome<br />I'm not ready to face it<br />It comes again<br /><br />It's my personal problem<br />This really pissed me off <br />Makes me feel bad<br />Feeling like worsening the situation<br />Reputation,model and all that<br />I can't give any good excuse for behaving in such a manner<br />But I'm lazy to choose another way to handle this<br />I'm lazy to face it with a pretended tone and smile like nothing is going to happen<br /><br />I knew I did a bad choice!<br />Why do I need to like playing hide and seek =.=<br />How good it is if I'm not available <br />At this moment just as usual<br /><br />Ishhhh!!<br />Annoying!!<br />The assignments are annoying!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4574119623817129937?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-48264191318143835802011-10-29T00:33:00.005+08:002011-10-29T01:29:52.536+08:00最近喜欢上一些高科技的东东<div>话说去年FYP presentation中发现了AR</div><div>(Augmented Reality)</div><div>哈哈，</div><div>这些高科技能如何运用于时下的青少年？</div><div>是我最近偶尔会思考的问题之一</div><div><br /></div><div>话说我快毕业了</div><div>顶着IT毕业生头衔的我</div><div>能以这个专业贡献些什么？</div><div>前路依然未明</div><div>但是柳暗花明又一村啊</div><div><br /></div><div>其实这学期的课应该蛮好玩的</div><div>我却还未真正享受其中</div><div>来吧</div><div>深呼吸</div><div>其他不管用的通通丢掉</div><div>给自己一个新的开始</div><div><br /></div><div>有心不怕迟</div><div>就这样啦</div><div>加油！！</div><div>：）</div><div><br /></div><div>就让这首主题曲</div><div>为自己充充电吧</div><div><br /></div><br /><iframe width="480" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/e_efJu4ds2k" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4826419131814383580?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-87982354182073935842011-10-28T01:04:00.006+08:002011-10-28T02:11:10.468+08:00有一个人<div>认识了整整23年</div><div>每一天生活在一起</div><div>却从没真正了解他过他</div><div>我以为某程度上他有一定的耐力</div><div>渐渐的发现</div><div>其实他不堪一击</div><div>我以为他很多事情都不在乎</div><div>麻木了</div><div>用微笑，气势盖过了</div><div>就荡然无存</div><div>殊不知当事情发生起来</div><div>件件都有关联</div><div>一会儿就连到问题的根源</div><div>原来事情一旦没有真正解决</div><div>他是会衍生的</div><div>如今才发现他所谓的接受，不理</div><div>很多时候恰恰相反</div><div>只是避过了碰触点</div><div>所以没有带来任何反应</div><div>表面勇敢强悍的一面</div><div>可以在瞬间崩溃</div><div>以致自己也无法在第一时间完全接受真实的自己</div><div><br /></div><div>可笑的是</div><div>他就是懵懵懂懂</div><div>被人看穿了</div><div>自己还傻乎乎的不知道发生什么事</div><div>一段时间过去了</div><div>回想起来</div><div>才知道自己的原来面貌</div><div>我总算开始认识你了</div><div>我最熟悉的陌生人 --自己</div><div><br /></div><div>东躲西逃叛逆了一段日子</div><div>渐渐发现自己脆弱完全不堪一击的自己</div><div>可以是如此无助狼狈</div><div>其实人人都有一定压力与辛酸</div><div>眼前的有时候回想也不算什么</div><div>日子还是要过</div><div>赖在原地也不是聪明的选择</div><div>不可能一辈子都呆在这里</div><div>裹足不前</div><div>那一步要如何踏出</div><div>是否准备踏出</div><div>依然有所保留</div><div>能不能在同一个环境里继续“挨打”</div><div>直到有抵抗能力，</div><div>百毒不侵为止</div><div>没有保单</div><div>这里路我还有力气走下去</div><div>一直到最后的终点吗？</div><div>但愿如此</div><div>...</div><div><br /></div><div>而你的手一直都在</div><div>只是我刻意回避</div><div><br /></div><div>我............</div><div>亲爱的自己........</div><div>你..........准备...............好.................要..........出........来..........了..........吗？</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8798235418207393584?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-12378747531694942742011-10-22T09:04:00.002+08:002011-10-22T09:13:40.935+08:00每人都在为梦想打拼<br />有者在失落中依然坚持信念<br />有者在失去后咬紧牙关<br />等待着化妆的祝福<br />经寒夜暴风后的丰收<br />Reel steel因锲而不舍的毅力<br />成为人民的冠军<br />虽败犹荣<br />而我<br /><br />连Reel steel都不如<br />只希望我不是病毒带源者<br />把病毒散播<br />危害人间<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1237874753169494274?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-27859889778874407022011-10-20T01:54:00.005+08:002011-10-20T02:13:41.365+08:00神经开始绷紧<br />耳边的音乐越来越激烈<br />声量开始越调越大<br />手足无措<br />无他<br />压力与不安的情绪已开始蔓延<br />肆虐着弱小的心灵<br /><br />思绪开始混乱<br />睡意不分昼夜向我招手<br />小事情足以让肾上腺激素急速飙升<br />越来越迟钝的果断与判断能力<br />燃点下降的火爆指数<br />吊儿郎当不食人间烟火的自命清高呈献<br />颓废指数爆灯<br />此刻只想挣脱锁链大喊<br /><br />鸟！！ <br />怎么又来了？<br />怎么比上一回合更多奇难杂症与综合症？<br />放肆的感觉又来了<br />这样的状态<br />最后之役该怎么打？！ <br />!@@#$@!$$%%&^*(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2785988977887440702?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-60262820600122637482011-10-19T00:40:00.003+08:002011-10-19T01:04:17.243+08:00I just want a low profile<br />Especially in this season<br />Just wish to be alone<br />I'm self protective<br />Not opening myself to the others<br />As described, I'm like a durian<br />You can hardly "dig" out anything from me<br />Sometimes I wish to try<br />but usually I failed...<br />I'm a hedgehog<br />If you know the way,<br />You might get the clue easily without hurting yourself<br /><br />Don't ask me why<br />I myself don't know why it happens<br /><br />Perhaps I'm not doing the right thing<br />Most probably I shouldn't do this <br />But I felt offended<br />Felt insecure<br />Privacy intrusion<br /><br />I don't wish to "friend" you in fb<br />I don't wish to answer unnecessary question in future<br />I don't wish my status to be observed<br />I don't wish to think of all this stuff during this season<br />For me, it is scary!!<br /><br />I am not like the other kids<br />Friending their parents, aunties, uncles <br />I just wish to have a private space just between friends or peer<br />I'm selfish<br />I know<br /><br />But I'm really not ready for you<br />Someone close yet so far for me<br />Sorry I really not ready to make any further step<br /><br />Please don't be that initiative<br />Stop poking me and messaging me in fb<br />I'm offended and scare with your action<br />Leave me alone<br />Don't chase me off from my secure zone<br /><br />Sorry for my selfishness...<br />I know I'm too self-protective<br />Yea, I'm that kind of person<br />Don't try to challenge my limit<br />I'm not ready for that!!<br />Especially you in this season<br />Being rebellious and moody<br />Don't make me mad,please!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6026282060012263748?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-71550773984687445972011-10-16T22:08:00.003+08:002011-10-17T01:01:32.525+08:00熟悉的讲员<br />熟悉的歌曲<br />像一面镜子<br />时光倒流般<br />回到时代勇士的光景<br />反射当年的心境<br />却与如今形成强烈对比<br />一晃眼一张没得找<br /><br />是多心回顾抑或是上头的提醒？<br />呼召？（哈哈过分的用词，没那么夸张吧）<br />傻傻分不清楚<br />但音乐响起的第一个念头却是那熟悉的感觉<br />熟悉的单纯<br /><br />倔强逞强是我的掩饰<br />强烈的自我保护是不经意流露的本色<br />兜圈子是看家本领<br />潜意识里就是爱面子<br />不想露出最狼狈的一面<br />什么时候形成的性格<br />无从追溯<br /><br />问题一道一道下来<br />似懂非懂<br />或许知道或许真不知道<br />反正绕过兜远不踏入正题就是了<br />或许有些真的比我更早发现<br />我的逃避功力贞的非比寻常=.=<br /><br />心广胆细脸皮厚<br />自认不符<br />能不能跨前我真的不知道<br />原地踏步好像白痴所为<br />但<br />承诺是我不再敢给的答案<br />...<br /><br />回途发现<br />领袖不易当<br />不同的领袖不同的做事方法<br />吸引不同性质的羊<br />领袖往往为了某些羊在背后被人捅了几刀<br />羊犯了错拚死拚命做遮盖的工作<br />羊伤了还得包扎伤口<br />做了那么多很可能也得不到丝毫的谅解<br />有些做了始终让人非议<br />有些深得人心<br /><br />对于看见听见的<br />只能说<br />方法不同，挑战各异，殊途同归<br /><br />至于我...<br />最强的逃兵太极部队<br />一切的一切<br />或许只在于肯不肯的问题上<br /><br />我还没准备好该给你的回复<br />我也没什么好给你的<br />暂且饶我片刻吧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-7155077398468744597?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-34662429534285053912011-10-12T00:56:00.006+08:002011-10-12T01:34:02.007+08:00凌晨1点<br />计算着睡眠的时间<br />仿佛遥遥无期<br /><br />数小时前<br />朦朦胧胧的从片刻的小睡中醒来<br />全身上下仿佛不是我的<br />眼睛闹抗议<br />肚子闹饥荒<br />四肢闹罢工<br />心想睡下去<br />脑子唱反调<br />但除了刚睡醒我什么都还没做<br />第一次觉得进食是如此的耗力<br />全身无力只想继续昏睡下去<br />这是什么样的体会啊<br /><br />倒数着学期结束的日子<br />看着FYP的进展<br />还有8星期<br />一大堆要赶上的进度<br />被遗忘的东东<br />什么时候才能记得住<br />相关的视频多的是<br />我什么时候才能扫完？<br />我是时间挥霍者<br />如今时间也不为我留颜面<br /><br />有的不只一个科目<br />奈何12学分<br />怎么时间如何分都分不完<br />已经收起先前的吊儿郎当心态<br />开始认真对待每一个科目<br />最后一个学期了<br />严格来说最后10个象牙塔生涯<br />或许我该打破先前的大学上课方法<br />恢复象牙塔前的习惯<br />认真买一套文具<br />穿起战衣<br />铜头铁臂努力学习去<br /><br />但这一刻<br />我好像在等待另一个神迹的降临<br />期盼身子更争气<br />期盼我是铁甲人<br />不眠不休K书去<br /><br />可惜我不是...<br />现在的我只想松口气<br />做什么说什么都不是...<br />最近老是不经意泄气...<br /><br />唉<br />你还是努力争气吧<br />怎么没气也得充气<br />硬顶下去<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-3466242953428505391?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-70463981038481018082011-10-08T01:00:00.002+08:002011-10-08T01:17:55.392+08:00新的身分<br />新的环境<br />新的挑战<br />新的祝福<br /><br />成了神学生<br />是约十年前立下的承诺<br />为了了解，认识神更多<br />我没可以安排<br />过程中我依然是被动的<br />只问了一个问题<br />无端端名字就被呈上了<br />我得承认在属灵知识上<br />我到了瓶颈<br />甚至已经干涸的阶段<br /><br />与其说无端端<br />或许该说是时间到了<br />手上的武器确实是时候该磨一磨<br />好好装备自己<br />既来之则安之<br />既然选了就好好的领受吧！！<br /><br />新的开始<br />忘记背后努力面前<br />过往的挫折感离我而去吧<br />我只愿存一颗单纯的心<br />全心全意单单爱你<br />给我一个新的开始吧<br />从心的开始<br /><br />我需要你宝贵的话语滋润我心<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-7046398103848101808?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-38769629538974703852011-10-06T14:26:00.004+08:002011-10-06T15:04:45.763+08:00Another death so close yet so far<br />Steve Jobs a so called genius in technology area<br />Living in this decade allowing me<br />Witnessing the end of another brighten star<br />Resigning in August<br />Passed away in October<br />Right after the day of launching iPhone 4S<br />iPhone 4S doesn't really impact the world as it was expected<br />Steve Jobs did<br /><br />iPhone 4S = iPhone for Steve<br />The famous quote for the day<br />Facebook was flooded with his previous talks and quotes<br /><br />Another convocation so near yet so far<br />Congrats to all 10th seniors<br />Though I couldn't show up at last :(<br /><br />A great day to refresh our mind<br />Another inspiring day<br />Starting and ending<br /><br />Death is the final destination<br />Since the day we are born<br />We are closer to it each and every minutes <br />Where do we go will be revealed at the end<br />What is being left behind remains<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">"No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true. <br /> <br />Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary"</span> -quoted by Steve Jobs<br /><br />What do we live for?<br />What are you going to do?<br />Follow others or follow heart?<br />Step forward or draw back?<br />Value of life<br />Your destiny<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-3876962953897470385?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-88241796734008672042011-10-05T01:04:00.006+08:002011-10-05T01:52:46.315+08:00每学年的一开始<br />必定是大学最兴奋，<br />朝气蓬勃的季节<br />先迎来新学年的新生<br />不难发现大家手里拿着一大堆新添的，<br />借回来的教科书<br />整装待发，<br />在大学内大展拳脚<br /><br />再来就是让人振奋的毕业典礼<br />学长姐经细心打扮<br />帅气漂亮的凯旋而归<br />与学弟妹团聚话别<br />然后在职场上课业上大显身手<br /><br />想着即将毕业的学长姐们<br />后之后觉的我<br />前几天才发现<br />当初与我一起进入大专院校的同窗<br />6名当中有4名竟然在今年毕业了<br />才惊觉时间真的不留人<br />=.=<br /><br />如今的我处于最后的学期<br />坦白说<br />胸无大志的我前路茫茫<br />感觉上糊糊涂涂的混了一段日子<br />当初所谓的雄心壮志在惰性的摧残下惨不忍睹<br />明天是时候要见Academic Advisor<br />多年来难得遇到一个比较认真负责任的AA<br />期待已久的结果现在反而让我觉得很不安<br /><br />我对他即将抛给我的问题捏把冷汗<br />深造？<br />就业？<br />打算？<br />我可以不答吗？<br />我自己也不知道答案<br />我真的不知道<br /><br />其实很想做些不相干的事情<br />有点不切实际<br />感觉不务正业<br />更有点多余<br />坦白说我害怕人的目光<br />拿了一纸文凭还不赶快找工或深造去？<br />在前途与钱的夹攻下<br />左右为难<br /><br />与此同时<br />我真的也没把握<br />金钱前途未来茫然<br />没有安全感<br /><br />对于未来<br />我少了积极的策划与安排<br />有点随遇而安的感觉<br />同时间却有自觉不负责任<br />前路要怎么走<br /><br />毕业<br />是一个喜悦的季节<br />可以想象踏出礼堂后的无限雀跃<br />脱下毕业袍后<br />却是一个头大的季节<br />论资历资质<br />我质疑自己的实力<br />我所学的真的够用吗？<br />我仿佛统统忘了<br />不骗人，自知<br />半年内我能寻回多少的回忆？<br /><br />社会大学<br />人们所说的大染缸<br />我够班踏入吗？<br /><br />时间依然残酷的流逝<br />不留下任何怜悯<br />一个不留神，一个疏忽<br />足以错过许多事情<br /><br />大学的日子... <br />这三年的每一天<br />其实我有没有白过？？ <br /><br />毕业...<br />我的同窗们<br />毕业愉快<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8824179673400867204?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-59314111045736224422011-10-04T02:39:00.002+08:002011-10-04T02:51:25.132+08:00我的致命伤<br />看着时间分分秒秒的过<br />想着上课的时间<br />明早要准备收拾的东西<br />倒数着起床的时间<br />睡眠时间越来越少<br />却懒得睡=.=<br /><br />第4周了<br />懒洋洋地完成了作业<br />有点得过且过<br />要不得<br /><br />宿舍是拿到了<br />想到要收拾的行囊<br />懒<br />大不了多挨一个早起搭车上课的早上<br />没住过<br />不知那闷热的房间会与我擦出什么样的火花<br /><br />FYP<br />再不开始我真的自掘坟墓了<br />还是那句<br />懒<br /><br />面对着随时会被更换的时间表<br />大嚷你可以不要改到星期一或星期五吗？<br /><br />2：50am<br />心里杂乱的呼喊着说<br />我可以不要上课<br />不要打包<br />一觉睡到自然醒吗？<br /><br />今夜<br />严重的周二蓝<br />=.=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5931411104573622442?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-19447467324200259352011-10-02T00:12:00.003+08:002011-10-02T00:42:59.242+08:00Seremban<br />他的同在是如此的强烈<br />虽然我们有很多的不足<br />我承认<br /><br />虽然没有亲眼见证所撒的有没有萌芽<br />整体的丰收足以叫我动容<br /><br />挣扎依然有<br />或许是真实的或许是虚构的<br />进退的矛盾<br />到硬着头皮敢敢来<br />当然有时还是失败了<br />我知道我称不上疯的行列<br />但神的恩典叫我勉强可算是问心无愧的唱 <br />I'm not ashamed of You<br /><br />望见让人怀念的背影<br />再看回整个故事<br />他的生命就是这个故事最好的教材<br />抵抗自杀的最有力武器<br /><br />圣灵的确很强的运行<br />身边的新朋友不断拭泪 <br />祝福你<br />愿有一天我能再看见你<br />至于那位<br />甚愿你看得见每个抢救灵魂的时刻<br />而那位新朋友<br />我甚愿你的学姐能更为你解惑<br /><br />整个过程里面<br />我知道我并不是强的<br />甚至很可能是瘫痪了最弱最无助的<br />但依然感谢神 <br />今天的感动<br />今天的作为<br /><br />甚愿你继续塑造这个生命 <br />不是嘴唇话语<br />不是属血气的冲动<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1944746732420025935?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-23431946005750383112011-09-30T00:44:00.006+08:002011-09-30T01:18:04.030+08:00十月即将降临了<br />遗忘的大日子<br />928<br />踏入第八个年头<br />即将踏入最后学期的第四周<br />一些有待抉择的事项<br />一些有待完成的课业<br />一些被抛诸脑后的知识<br />一些慎重的思考<br />一些充满变数的不知数<br />蕴藏着某程度上的执著与叛逆<br />自我的矛盾与混乱<br />让步还是坚守<br />持续抑或松手放弃<br /><br />每每来到变化，沉思，抉择关头<br />心情就开始凝结<br />多愁善感的感性就呼之欲出<br /><br />即将完成一本本地海外留学大医师的一路历程<br />一些人性问题反思<br />生死离别的感触<br />“血尿”字眼忽然显得特别触目惊心<br />家里的老弟总算恢复正常，无大碍<br />所实在的感谢为他祷告的人<br />不晓得那封信息发到多少人手机<br />只是那天以后确实他的烧就开始退了<br />当然感谢听祷告的那位医治者<br /><br />医院，我的乌托邦<br />这本书其实没什么惊人的论点<br />提到的不过是平常略有所闻的人生常理与挣扎<br />一些莫名其妙让人摸不着头脑的病人反应<br />但在特定的时候<br />或许经过经历的催化<br />这些普通的文章在不经意下自然就产生了意想不到的化学反应<br />勾勒出另一番的思绪<br /><br />赫然发现<br />生。老。病。死<br />四个过程<br />仔细观看<br />其实<br />除了生。死<br />原来<br />老。病<br />都不是必然经过的<br />...<br /><br />发现每个人真的不完美<br />很多时候自己也没有想象中的好<br />自己也很可能不是脑里自己以为的自己<br />不禁陷入另一个思考问题：<br />如果有一天我真的离开了，<br />我留下的是什么样的痕迹？<br />所做的对吗？<br />所追求的正确吗？<br />留下的标签符合吗？<br />更重要的是<br />正面的信息与榜样<br />我有吗？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2343194600575038311?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-56722954589937980672011-09-29T00:45:00.006+08:002011-09-29T01:22:52.945+08:00读完剧本<br />心里随着文字的诠释悸动<br />一幕幕逼真的在脑里上演<br />回首光阴似箭<br />难以置信走过的日子<br />经历过的片刻<br /><br />想起来手机里存着一段旋律<br />“我相信你总为我撑腰<br />我相信你对我最好<br />...<br />...<br />只要你就好<br />...<br />...<br />只要多一刻就好<br /><br />只要相信...多一刻就好”<br /><br />某日无意间回响起这段不成文的旋律<br />话说某个傍晚闲来无事的我<br />学人拿着手机鬼叫<br />当时的脑里只存有的主题：<br />凯文的故事，耶稣的名<br /><br />当下只有一个想法<br />只要还有一口气<br />只要还有生命气息<br />就还有希望<br />还有转机<br />讽刺的是<br />那旋律的日期<br />20110819...<br /><br />那旋律那段文字<br />好像主人翁一样...<br />没有了下文<br /><br />像旋律所提到的<br />他知道什么对他最好<br />他也知道他有了他最好<br />或许很多人都已经想到<br />甚至他也给了不少人讯号<br />只是大家假装不知道<br /><br />如今一晃眼而过<br />多少点滴在心上<br />身为故事的路过者<br />没有多少可以给<br />这段日子也只持续的，<br />默默地在旁窥探<br /><br />唯愿这种子在不久以后的日子<br />随着时间的酝酿<br />爆发极大的震撼<br />一个真实的震撼<br />因为他是真实的，活生生的震撼<br />让他丰收吧！<br /><br />今天的篇幅由你占去吧<br />简单的心情<br />想念<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5672295458993798067?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-82954795011464435632011-09-27T18:33:00.004+08:002011-09-27T19:22:29.595+08:00我不相信星座占卜<br />也没有刻意对号入座<br />我相信灵界的存在<br />更相信神迹<br />但对于过分玄的说法<br />自然的有所保留<br />我不是否认一切的可能性<br />只是我更偏于理智的相信<br />玄也要玄的有理<br />玄的不过火<br />最好有凭据的才能说服我<br />爱因斯坦说过<br />"Science without religion is lame, religion without science is lame" <br /><br />或许巧合<br />又或许有根据<br />昨日看见某人fb流言<br />“第一次见到双子座女生的时候觉得这女生有点冷，她实不擅长对初识的人崭露过多的笑颜，特别是异性。 一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。❤”<br />“双子性格很古怪而又孤僻,他们会突然在大笑中沉默,感觉悲伤. 双子心里想什么从来不说.别人也猜不到. 双子嘴上说不在乎,心里却早已悲凉,心里的那把火早已熄灭 . 双子选择了沉默,不在像以前那样挚热的去追求某样东西❤”<br /><br />说实在的<br />我的个性确实有典型双子座的影子<br />双重性格<br />口是心非<br />脑筋偶尔转得比别人快（很多时候，笑话还没说完，我已经比别人先懂结局然后开始在旁边笑=。=）<br /><br />人的智慧我不否决<br />古人流传下来的传统，训言，文化<br />自有它的可贵之处<br />所以说中了也不足为奇<br /><br />以逻辑思考，天文地理而言，<br />随着太阳，行星的运行，<br />每个月的引力，磁场自然不一<br />因此每个月诞生的孩童<br />很可能因着地理环境磁场等因素<br />造就不一样的体质，个性<br />所以有些人说我那年出生的人普遍上肠胃都不大好<br />这是我唯一觉得可信可行的<br /><br />虽说如此<br />我却不因此而相信所谓的宿命，<br />而我绝对相信一切是可以有一个改变的<br />我相信命定，<br />却不相信命运。<br />就好象游戏的主人翁<br />你可以在创造游戏人物时加入各样元素<br />但整个游戏的结局却因着游戏过程的决定等而改变<br />能不能达到它原本该有的结果就看主角如何与生命规划者的交流与配合<br /><br />说了那么多<br />无非也是想说我好像察觉自己的双重性格<br />经常在两个极端游走<br />偶尔可以很疯<br />霎时间却可跳入另一个极端<br />偶尔可以充满热诚<br />偶尔却可以突然雅兴大减，想急速抽离<br /><br />不知不觉中被幽暗一面所吞噬<br />忽然想逃离大众<br />自我抽离<br />对周围的事物不闻不问<br />不想给于评价与意见<br />话即使有也有点多余<br />不想懂不想听不想说<br />只想躲进自己世界里画圈圈的怪癖现象<br /><br />如此巨大的落差<br />应该是所谓的emo吧<br />浪费时间也<br />但是<br />......<br />就这样吧<br /><br />矛盾<br />说不说还不是说了那么多<br />...<br />...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8295479501146443563?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-68298927650365760312011-09-23T23:25:00.004+08:002011-09-23T23:54:59.906+08:00Rubbish crap<br /><br />Don't know what happen these few days<br />Should be happy? Sad? Numb or whatever<br />=FEELINGLESS=<br /><br />An incident happened in faculty yesterday<br />Just right behind me<br />The ceiling fell off and hit on a student's lappie<br />Monkey fell and ran off<br />No injuries is caused<br />=SAFE=<br /><br />Class cancelled <br />5 hours bonus<br />Lone ranger's adventure to Mid Valley<br />Too concentrate on the game<br />End up back to the same station<br />Angkasapuri -- KL Sentral -- Angkasapuri -- KL Sentral -- Mid Valley<br />=BLUR=<br /><br />I guess I saw the famous and special face<br />My secondary school neighbourhood<br />Samy Velu in a perfume shop<br />He is definately not handsome<br />=.=<br /><br />iCampus time<br />Everyone looks tired<br />My soul ran away thought I try to concentrate<br />Blank in head<br />But indeed good sharing<br />Pointing towards me?<br />Perhaps yes or no<br />=BLANK=<br /><br />Tired still sleep late<br />=gg.com=<br /><br />Brand new day<br />Miscommunication led me to UM early in the morning<br />Listened to something that I do not wish to<br />Called residential college<br />Having a chance to get one<br />Did not bring my pendrive<br />Couldn't submit<br />Next Monday perhaps<br />College again or room<br />Green light or red<br />=CONFUSED=<br /><br />Fell on the bed and faint<br />Heard something when preparing to go out<br />Bro went for doctor<br />Blood in urine<br />Dizzy head hang<br />Questions marks pop<br />What can I do?<br />Nothing...<br />Leave or stay?<br />Why to leave and why to stay<br />Nothing...<br />=STRUGGLE=<br /><br />Unanswered called<br />Can someone pick up the phone?<br />Can someone give me a good reply?<br />I'm just a rebellious nobody<br />...<br /><br />Post or delete?<br /><br />It's better to remain silence<br />shh<br />............<br />............<br />=HEARTLESS=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6829892765036576031?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-88350920520342023062011-09-20T00:38:00.003+08:002011-09-20T01:04:42.066+08:00Came back from camp<br />A good one where everyone is filled with joy and excitement<br />For witnessing miracles among us<br />Enjoying the presence of the Lord<br /><br />As for me<br />Though I can't really imagine<br />By faith I receive the blessings<br />There's a crucial and important weapon in hand<br />Devotion and spend more time in His word<br />Thanks God for that<br />Stirred my hunger for Your word<br />Let it be kept in my heart<br /><br />Anyhow<br />I'm imperfect<br />Just a simple prayer:<br />Let You yourself to satisfy my desire<br />Not ministry, not gift, not myself<br />No any other thing<br />But You and <br />ONLY YOU<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8835092052034202306?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-8062100690325581112011-09-16T01:31:00.003+08:002011-09-16T02:14:34.783+08:00马来西亚成立48年了<br />1963年9月16日<br />一个被遗忘很久的日期<br />至今还被人混淆<br /><br />这片土地<br />看了之前所分享的片子<br />赫然发现她<br />原来也有悲壮的历史<br />可歌可泣<br /><br />就在9月16日的前夕<br />首相捎来了好消息<br />ISA内安法令被废除<br />唯大部分人都不买他的帐<br />但无可否认这是个好的开始<br /><br />马来西亚真的有这么差吗？<br />人人都好像恨不得跟这片土地划清界限<br />NTV7追踪档案就在这前夕<br />播出一集让人懊恼的影片<br />不少柔佛学子漏夜被载到狮城上学<br />小学，中学，大学<br />身为大马公民却同时持有邻国永久居留权<br />甚至必须到邻国服役<br />孩子自己对自己的身份也感到混淆<br />家长自豪的觉得自己做了上好的安排<br />沾沾自喜<br /><br />宽柔校长说教育本应是一种投资<br />可是他们却在不断消费<br />投资是有回报的<br />消费却是一去不回头<br />说的就是我们的人才<br /><br />有人说马来西亚有四大民族<br />巫、华、印<br />还有一族：外劳=.=<br />近年来踏足茨厂街<br />总是外劳成群<br />公共假期更不得了<br />他们简直就像集体趴地<br />小时候祖母常去的金铺街<br />现在统统“仆街”<br />霎时变成意想不到的缅甸外劳街<br />杂货店，汇钱的，旅馆，餐馆样样来<br />最近还什么6P Pemutihan =。=<br />Walao eh~<br />那边嫌马来西亚血过多，不断“放血”...<br />现在是马来西亚“失血过多”<br />需要“换血”啊？！ <br /><br />fb有人甚至写到如果我的祖先在XXX国就好了<br />=.=<br />T。T<br />>0<<br />马来西亚真的这么糟糕？<br />父母不断想要我们出国发展<br />可以的话不要回来了<br />那边却为着这里忿忿不平，<br />想要力争些什么<br /><br />一旦离开了<br />还需要争取什么吗？<br />你已经不属于这里了<br />当大家都离开的时候，<br />力量和人潮也没有了<br />还争取？<br />收山吧~<br /><br />马来西亚...<br />真的真的这么糟吗？<br />要不是那边仗势欺人的蛋散作怪，<br />马来西亚会被蹂躏成众叛亲离这个悲惨的样子吗？<br />她应该淌着血<br />无语问苍天...<br /><br />我只是你身上的一条小汗毛<br />不能为你做什么<br />只能默默地为你储蓄能量，<br />待那一天听从你的召唤<br />小刀初试<br />希望手上的“刀”不会因为是新手<br />而失手误了大事<br /><br />医治这片土地吧~<br />她受尽委屈了<br />全新的一天<br />希望你苦尽甘来<br />开始展现你的命定~<br />我亲爱的马来西亚<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-806210069032558111?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-54049545639782715702011-09-14T21:33:00.004+08:002011-09-14T22:23:41.412+08:00Just a complaining post<br />Don't read if you don't wish to<br /><br />My new semester started<br />Well<br />As a spoilt child<br />It is tough for me<br />I hope I can cope with it<br />Travelling is really not a brilliant idea<br />Especially in morning classes and rainy day<br />I'm in deep shit now<br />How can I be so innocent to think that everything is ok~<br />I should say stupid and irresponsible instead of innocent<br />How I wish I can see the solution<br /><br />Out of a sudden<br />I was pushed to a new situation<br />Perhaps I'm the one refuse to look into it previously<br /><br />I smelt the scent of reality<br />It's time to face the adult reality<br />Where money and time matters<br /><br />Gosh<br />Any room in PJ?<br />I really need one seriously~<br /><br />Arghhhh~<br />I just need more energy to cope with everything<br />My life is a mess now~<br />No idea on what is going to happen next<br />Frankly I start to worry<br />What for my future?<br />As if where am I going to work in future?<br />As a irresponsible and spoilt one<br />I know I can't even tahan for a tiny storm<br />Ha, funny huh?<br />I'm totally no idea for my life~<br />Failed planner~<br />No matter how pannai I escaped<br />I have to face it<br />the REALITY<br /><br />Silence<br />Choose to remain silence<br />Someone asked is this good?<br />Well It is just personal choice<br />Negative words really annoying and distracting<br />So if there isn't any good channel<br />If people around can't tahan with it<br />Why to voice it out?<br />Unless there is some other channel<br /><br />ONLY GOD<br />ｃｏｕｎｔｄｏｗｎｉｎｇ<br />What am I going to receive this time?<br />What can I expect?<br />Yea, I'm hungry but I don't know what can I expect for<br /><br />Am I acting weird or something got wrong as someone told me?<br />Well I don't know<br />There will be ups and downs<br />Different reaction for everything that come to us<br /><br />For me that is normal<br />Everything won't just simply go too smooth and no problem at all<br />Problems will still be there<br />That's life<br /><br />What we can do is to overcome it <br />Grow in it<br />Adjusting it with our attitude while facing it<br />And it is a process<br />that take time<br /><br />Oh God,<br />oh God,<br />oh God<br />......<br />......<br />......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5404954563978271570?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-40832417827890303172011-09-12T02:00:00.004+08:002011-09-12T02:33:41.761+08:00人说月圆月缺<br />影响一个人的心情<br />很应景的我<br />随着季节节日的变换<br />心情竟然大起大落<br />这是本人奇怪之处<br /><br />中秋季节<br />忽然变得有点落寞<br />有点悲凉<br />还有点诗情画意<br />beh tahan =.=<br />又因着团聚高兴起来<br />莫名其妙<br /><br />在这种可爱的夜<br />始终要配上这类曲风才爽<br /><iframe width="420" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/lKemAyH77lA" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />这样的夜真爽<br />若要写作<br />此时此刻应该是激发灵感的最佳时辰<br /><br />无端端又被黄明志的新作<br /><iframe width="420" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/fLgkXy_-Q5w" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />（若不是导演本尊rap或许效果会好一点点:p）<br />加上最近的历史片断与时事<br /><iframe width="420" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/9IRZsi7vq7c" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />激起了心中有点小波浪的爱国情操<br /><br />马来西亚是一个很美丽的地方<br /><iframe width="420" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/RLjG3vdNO_8" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />我常在想<br />每个族群各有特色各有优点<br />很多国家都是单一民族<br />如果我国各族，<br />各取优点rojak一起<br />骄傲点说一句，<br />各族优点互补之下，<br />怎么都比单一族群强<br />可惜有多少人看见这点？<br />为了个人利益<br />卖国求荣的...<br />唉...<br /><br />请容我借黄明志的歌词<br />“我爱我的国家<br />有国才有家”<br /><br />话说回来，<br />黄明志这条水某程度上是有料的（oops）<br />只可惜之前过分粗俗的手段破坏了自己的形象<br />以上的歌曲<br />如果你有注意<br />他是导演也是作词人<br />若他能以优雅一点的手法表达<br />或许他会更有说服力<br />更受欢迎<br /><br />糟了<br />明早要上课<br />今晚那么有雅兴，感性干吗？<br />=。=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4083241782789030317?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-44652416785252032382011-09-10T02:04:00.003+08:002011-09-10T02:54:42.209+08:00志云饭局专访中，<br />一口流利的广东话让我大吃一惊<br />这美人胚儿背后还有不为人知的成长经历<br /><br />本名吴静怡<br />自父母离异<br />在台日港分别住上了好一段时间<br />伊能静江是因随日本继父生活而改的<br /><br />她是个聪明的感性女性<br />成长过程<br />造就了她过人的语言天分<br />奈何也造就了她感性孤僻的个性<br /><br />婚姻<br />是不少人梦寐以求的幸福之地<br />也是双方必须付上代价<br />同心经营经历的新生命<br />圣经说，<br />二人成为一体<br />正如基督徒婚礼中必见的蜡烛仪式<br />男女双方点燃一支全新的蜡烛<br />再把各自手中的蜡烛吹熄一样<br />一旦结合就不再是独立的个体<br /><br />访谈中<br />不难发现当事人对曾经拥有的感情<br />有着难以说明的留恋<br />直觉告诉我<br />他们的所谓的放弃<br />夹带着无数的无奈与不舍<br />奈何因着个人因素<br />硬硬要为此狠狠的画下休止符<br /><br />自我<br />这回事有时确是累人<br />人们经常寻找迷失的自我<br />鲁豫说<br />逐渐靠近梦想的道路上<br />有时要退让，<br />有时要迂回，<br />有时要暂时忍痛放弃<br />要进入更丰盛的境界<br />但很多时候又必须学习放下自己吧<br /><br />坦白说<br />我真为为当事人惋惜<br />如果当事人肯放下熟悉的自己<br />耐心等待多一会儿<br />说不定她能享受到新的自我<br />甚至开拓一个意想不到的全新自我<br /><br />爱真的需要勇气<br />谈吐间不难发现当事人心里的心头爱还是他<br />但当事人更爱自己<br /><br />选择这回事是见仁见智的<br />旁人评价也是多余<br />或许流言蜚语<br />成长因素<br />狗仔队都是是其中一大阻碍<br />无论如何期盼他们过得安好<br /><br />若有机会<br />祝愿他们随着日子的增长<br />少了扰人的打扰<br />加上时间的教训与撮合<br />他们有缘再续前缘<br /><br />暂且撇开婚姻的角度<br />从其它各角度的想<br />自我这回事真的值得那么执著吗？<br />如何<br />什么时候<br />彻底放下自己，<br />成全<br />真是一门值得揣摩得人生功课<br /><br />感性丰富人生感官<br />也很可能误了一生<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4465241678525203238?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-60464540868383938842011-09-09T01:56:00.005+08:002011-09-09T02:47:08.277+08:00毫无目的的流浪兼探险<br />能让我这个身无多半两金的穷书生，<br />留下脚步的始终只有书局<br />其次实在太久没看书了<br />肚里的墨汁早就循环再循环<br />早已见底<br />怎样也得假装沾沾书气<br />继续骗吃<br /><br />Olivia与Hebe的歌声确实动人<br />看着陌生的书本<br />一副假装L熟的模样<br />硬硬逼自己啃一些零零碎碎的篇章<br />再由生锈的脑部加工<br />年经失修的脑部勉强开工了<br /><br />潜意识告诉我<br />基本上<br />我真的忘了自己<br />到底喜欢什么不喜欢什么<br />太多时候我选择跟随<br />而不主动<br />选择让步而不争取<br />脑里不由自主地掀起矛盾<br /><br />又有太多时候<br />所谓的梦想只停留在“梦”和“想”<br />所谓的“喜欢”却从来没有真正“喜欢”的疯狂和冲劲<br />究竟我想什么<br />自己也开始模糊不清<br /><br />贪心<br />想做的事情很多<br />却从未真正做好一件事情=.=<br /><br />矛盾<br />我就是如此矛盾<br /><br />买下了一本本地医生的作品<br />看他写着的经历<br />医生<br />一个多半望子成龙望女成凤的父母的首要头号梦想<br />有着他不为人知的挑战与考验<br />生命课题的前线<br />生死与人生功课的最前线<br />或许最近Kevin哥的事情<br />让我对这位医生所写的多了一份感触<br /><br />医生<br />要当一个好医生真的不简单<br />除了医术<br />还需具备智慧的言语<br />面对生命的种种历练<br />少一分耐力与勇气都难<br />很难想象当一个病人突然消失的时候<br />他们的心情是如何的<br /><br />生命啊生命<br />是什么样的东东<br />此时此刻真的觉得自己没什么可夸的<br />我并不是喜欢把一切事情“神化”的属灵人<br />我喜欢今天的分享<br />此时此刻我知道我真的急需要祷告<br />因为我真的真的真的渺小<br /><br />“我已经与基督同针十字架，现在活着的不再是我，乃是基督在我里面活着；并且我如今在肉身活着，是因信神的儿子而活，他是爱我，为我舍己。”<br /><br />我必须承认<br />很多时候<br />太多的装潢，服事与各样的事情开始喧宾夺主<br />而我需要寻回的是<br />马利亚的心志<br />一个最纯朴的心<br />一个最单纯的亲密关系<br />一个最值得神纪念触动他心弦的我<br />一个以耶稣为生命中心的生命<br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/vjTGACQn31E" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />最纯朴的敬拜-- Hilangkan my guitar everything~ n focus on Jesus<br />求主帮助:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6046454086838393884?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-78882334623299662522011-09-04T18:24:00.004+08:002011-09-04T19:36:12.598+08:00Raya假期过去了 <br />有一个极度难忘的经历与旅程 <br />这两天有着很好的信息领受 <br /> <br />如今的心情是高低交错 <br />喜乐的来有点伤感 <br />伤感得来却带有喜乐 <br />有没有被炸到一下两下几百下？ <br />哈 <br /> <br />整个星期我好像开始认识自己 <br />一个经常把话藏在心里的独行侠 <br />牛起来自己都被自己的毅力吓了一跳 <br />有些以为已经不在乎的事 <br />一些不想说出的话 <br />不打自招 <br />但有些话依然埋藏在心里 <br />但在特定的某些情况下不压抑， <br />控制情绪也非上策 <br />... <br /> <br />喜欢亲力亲为独来独往的个性 <br />应该是时候要被粉碎了 <br />很多时候那一步 <br />明明踏出去了 <br />偏偏不经意又踏不出 <br /> <br />不知为何 <br />很多时候我的生命跟摩西很容易扯上关系 <br />但个人的时代应该要过去了 <br />是时候要进入团队的服事 <br />同一句话一周内领受了两次 <br /> <br />看来我真该打开心门 <br />努力走进人群中 <br />觉得自己就像“不倒翁”游戏里的人 <br />大喊着我是XXX，我要倒了， <br />你们准备好了吗 <br />有没有接着我， <br />其实我真的不知道 <br />但如果不尝试， <br />我应该也没有办法享受在成功的例子上 <br /> <br />我真的真的真的真的感谢神 <br />为着非拉铁非的每一个弟兄姐妹感谢神 <br />为着我们的彼此相爱感谢神 <br />为着彼此接纳感谢神 <br /> <br />我也爱你们 <br />虽然我不懂得该如何 <br />我的力量的的确确是非常有限 <br />有些障碍不管我多么想跨过 <br />暂时真的没办法跨过去 <br /> <br />喜乐因着身边的爱 <br />非拉铁非的爱 <br />也因着神让我以另一个眼光看自己 <br /> <br />烂摊子依然排山倒海的临到 <br />=.= <br />没有起色没有改变 <br /> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-eHEvkSFdeAo/TmNgKahv1XI/AAAAAAAAAog/yVixr5Kl4yk/s1600/ap_20060628053900251.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 145px; height: 169px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-eHEvkSFdeAo/TmNgKahv1XI/AAAAAAAAAog/yVixr5Kl4yk/s400/ap_20060628053900251.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5648464089688561010" /></a> <br />但 <br />神依然掌权 <br />患难中依然坚持微笑 <br />因为微笑的理由比哭泣的理由更大更合理！ <br /> <br /> <br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">因為我深信無論是死、是生、是天使、是掌權的、是有能的、是現在的事、是將來的事、 是高處的、是低處的、是別的受造之物、都不能叫我們與神的愛隔絕．這愛是在我們的主基督耶穌裡的。 <br /> <br />羅馬書 第8章 ： 第38-39節</span> <br /> <br />There is Your love<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-7888233462329966252?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-22803999279123574372011-08-29T01:16:00.003+08:002011-08-29T01:23:01.898+08:00久了 <br />发现自己的墨水干了 <br />灵感少了 <br />更新的激情少了 <br />阅读少了 <br />感觉也少了 <br />不禁问自己 <br />这一两年 <br />除了面子书和教科书 <br />我读了多少本书 <br />多少类型的书籍 <br />惭愧的说 <br />好象没有多少 <br /> <br />人说 <br />学如逆水行舟 <br />不进则退 <br />是真的 <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2280399927912357437?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-13138704954841718102011-08-28T21:16:00.002+08:002011-08-28T21:18:42.887+08:00Aiks <br />Mempersiasuikan <br />Really wish to dig a big big big big hole <br />And jump inside <br />Very very very sorry Youting <br /> <br />Ish <br />Bang head on wall <br />Hopefully I can be better n not that blur next time <br />Yo, <br />I really beh tahan myself ady!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1313870495484171810?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-13797457597440395862011-08-28T00:41:00.002+08:002011-08-28T00:55:46.955+08:00In a complex mood <br />Thought of something <br />No idea on how to solve it <br />How I wish if I could have a --- <br />Problems seem will be solved <br /> <br />Can only come to Jesus <br />Ask for His wisdom to solve all these <br />Or at least fully utilized the limited resources I have <br />Expand and enlarge my capacity <br />That's the only prayer I can make <br /> <br />No matter how <br />He is still my joy <br />I myself find me in a serious problem <br />Procrastination and not being faithful on what I'm doing <br />Tahi tahi ayam or 3 mins heat in chinese <br />So many things that I stop 1/2 way <br />Oh come on <br />Should correct it,huh? <br />Ya indeed <br /> <br />I do not wish to stay in the desert for so long <br />I do not wish t turning around with the same thing again and again <br />I wish to find a way out <br />Not to escape it <br />But to overcome it <br />That's call <br />BREAKTHROUGH <br /> <br /> 【创十三17】「你起来，纵横走遍这地，因为我必把这地赐给你。」 <br /> <br />Vision <br />I should have seriously pray for that <br />Clear one <br /> <br />Determination <br />I should have that <br />Moving forward without hesitate <br />To the destiny, calling and vision <br /> <br />Come on~ <br />Just keep on and move on!! <br />With a right attitude and spirit!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1379745759744039586?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-37030659038416947562011-08-21T21:53:00.005+08:002011-08-22T01:49:33.906+08:00Kevin哥, <br />虽然认识你9年, <br />曾经相处的记忆其实零零散散, <br />在我记忆里最深刻的一次 <br />是看见第一次看见你导演的风范, <br />地点就是今天旧地重游的Subang Lutheran墓园, <br /><a href="http://heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com/2010/09/xd.html">墓园游记XD</a> <br />翻查日期刚好是你离开的11个月前 <br /> <br />我永远记得你要求镜头的一切 <br />双脚停住的拍摄手法 <br />孩子奔跑的感觉 <br />一切一切 <br />那一天是我生命里的一个震撼 <br />不管是生命里还是对你的才干 <br /> <br />今天我回到这个地方 <br />是送你最后一程 <br />我忽然在想你的每一个作品好象正反映着你的故事 <br />从2009年我和圣诞有个约会, <br />nancy倒下的一刻, <br />到4320最后孩子问叔叔父母在哪里 <br />到出口... <br /> <br />我和圣诞有个约会当时是没有结局的, <br />你的生命却填补了它的未知数, <br />你让我亲眼见证真真正正没有保留的爱, <br />亲情,友情, <br />是可以去到这种境界 <br />你的信心, <br />对神从来从来不放弃 <br />我记得你说神在排练的时候问你, <br />你相信神迹吗? <br />你为此down了很久, <br />现在我知道你相信神迹 <br /> <br />最后你离开了, <br />像4320墓园那一墓, <br />彩虹出现, <br />据说Katherine真的问起类似的问题 <br />我知道你真的在天堂了 <br />神已经亲自与你同在 <br />当打的仗你打完了, <br />如今你已经找到出口 <br /> <br />你的离开 <br />我知道是神的旨意 <br />从你离开的那天神的同在是如此的强烈 <br />昨天下午在KD趣台北用餐 <br />黯然提起你的事情 <br />一间普通的饭店, <br />竟然奇怪的播出 <br /><iframe width="420" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/zFpuqo33dQ4" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> <br />还有宝贵十架, <br /><iframe width="420" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/yFmtOy2wqdo" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> <br />音乐版 <br />震惊之际, <br />望见原本乌云密布的天空突然阳光四射 <br />或许神向我们说话 <br />或是巧合 <br />但不可否认的是 <br />你让我看见"爱与被爱那么真实,在神的怀中我似乎在天堂" <br /> <br />如今你在天堂了 <br />我真的为你的决定和一切感谢神 <br />虽然有些人看不透, <br />但你的决定真的没有做错 <br />你震撼了很多人的生命 <br />你是先锋,打了响亮的一炮 <br />接下来我们要各按其职跑完神托付于我们的一切 <br />我会永远记得你所说的"好好爱神" <br />记得神通过你,让我所看见所学习的一切 <br />永远记得你, <br />我们的大导演,鼓手, <br />The Legend :) <br /> <br />Kevin gor, see you in heaven!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-3703065903841694756?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-91387234549225590392011-08-20T09:12:00.003+08:002011-08-20T09:59:04.099+08:00It was a very sudden news I had that I can't react totally. <br />Just talked about you the day before. <br />I've been browsing all the fb post and blogs <br />Asking some stupid questions <br />Expecting He speaks to me in dreams <br /> <br />Till now I realize... <br />This is His will and the best choice for you perhaps <br />You have been set free <br />Perhaps this is your final decision as well <br />I blessed your decision <br /> <br />Bro, <br />Thanks for appearing in our lives <br />Though I'm not really familiar with you <br />At least we meet every Sunday <br />Recently even having cell group <br />Listening to your preaching in your house <br />Saw your talents as drummer and director <br />Gentle but with authority <br /> <br />Thanks for the whole incident <br />Thanks God for choosing you <br />Thanks for being so tough all the way <br />Thanks for uniting everyone of us <br />Thanks for letting us grow together with you <br />Thanks for giving me a very good life lesson <br />Thanks for letting me testifying true love and friendship <br />Thanks for giving me a chance walking through with you <br /> <br />I read through 2 articles in newspaper <br />All about the final countdown in lives <br />I believe you are blessed that you know your days <br />You have tried your very best <br />Living out whatever you have in the very last moment <br /> <br />Bro, <br />I will always remember what you have left behind <br />The reminder and everything <br />I will remember you always <br />一粒麦子不落在地里死了，仍旧是一粒，若是死了，就结出许多子粒来。（约一二：24） <br />Will love God more in our days as you told us before <br /> <br />Now you can smile <br />I expect to see you welcoming us in heaven <br />With your nice smiling one day <br />Be our road guide eh <br />Playing with the drums <br />Directing creative drama <br />Rest in Peace <br />my dearest Kevin gor <br />I will miss you <br /> <br />With love, <br />Pik Yee<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-9138723454922559039?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-29926100985467313302011-08-19T14:38:00.004+08:002011-08-19T15:27:58.994+08:00这是什么样的季节啊? <br /> <br />这期间 <br />到以前跟随的几个部落格走一趟 <br />在茶桌上的话题 <br />电视上的节目 <br />教会刚结束的一个课程 <br />楼下传来一首歌--最重要的决定 <br />=.- <br />都离不开一个话题 <br />-- <br />婚礼,婚姻与家庭... <br /> <br />当然为着他们是感到极度开心的 <br />能在旁分享他们的喜悦是庆幸的 <br /> <br />但话说回来 <br />不得不承认 <br />当身边的人开始谈婚论嫁 <br />当身边的人不再问你的学业成绩 <br />而是几时毕业什么打算的哪一刻 <br />可怕的问题开始有意无意的向你抛来的时候 <br /> <br />现实已经残酷的告诉我 <br />你真的不小了 <br />不再是小孩 <br />也不是青少年了 <br />你再怎么不愿意 <br />对我用力的唱着"我不想我不想不想长大" <br />赖死不走都好 <br />我都是时候把你踢下车 <br />然后对你说 <br />你的旅途已经结束了 <br />改搭下一班成人列车 <br />进入一个全新的阶段吧 <br />就让这里的一切变为你的回忆 <br />走吧 <br />祝愿你在新的列车上 <br />找到属于你的另一片幸福田地 <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2992610098546731330?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-4391881675359656242011-08-18T13:14:00.003+08:002011-08-18T13:24:19.608+08:00A special and fully utilised day for me <br />Had a very wonderful morning prayer session <br />A refreshing and awakening prayer <br /> <br />Did something special <br />At the same time realising something <br />Improvements to be made <br />Changes and actions to be taken <br />Things to be work out <br />Lessons to be learnt <br /> <br />Realising the so called long holiday is going to end very soon <br />Should have concentrate and plan for it ady <br /> <br />Lord, thanks for the day :) <br />Stir me to hungry for more of You<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-439188167535965624?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-80895591265838857392011-08-15T17:13:00.002+08:002011-08-15T18:17:37.002+08:00选择暂时离开乌烟瘴气的FB <br />原因无他 <br />无可否认FB无须花费就能与人保持联系 <br />但也充斥着太多有的没的垃圾讯息 <br />看了没事也头昏脑胀 <br /> <br />再者基本上本人算是网瘾极深 <br />有者称之为数码通讯工具上瘾症 <br />时不时盯着电脑银幕或手机看 <br />每到一个地方wifi是首要任务 <br />闲着没事 <br />有意无意都会看看人家的留言, <br />深怕错过好东西 <br />事实上看见的都是蒜头芝麻不足挂齿的琐碎事 <br />也不知为什么就是喜欢看 <br />否则坐立不安,急躁,孤立 <br />你若有以上状况 <br />基本上你也中招了 <br />或许还多一个鸡婆症 <br />离开也不免是件好事 <br /> <br />整理n年没有好好处理的电邮 <br />不难发现随着潮流转变 <br />友人的电邮逐年减少 <br />取而代之的就是fb notification email <br />=.= <br /> <br />看见2年多前icampus的email <br />钩起少部分淡忘的回忆 <br />朴实回到传统 <br />追溯着过往的经历 <br />有时或许真的能找到原本的自己 <br />或许还能从中看见新的曙光 <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8089559126583885739?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-86125159837859849162011-08-09T00:11:00.002+08:002011-08-09T00:22:40.536+08:00<iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/F0E_aK7jOYI" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> <br /> <br />重新建立敬拜赞美的祭坛 <br />某篇文章提到神造人以后第一件事就是先让他安息 <br />过后才来工作 <br />多少时候我们都是做做做然后再做 <br />有时做到自己都不知道自己为了什么而做 <br />为什么还要做 <br /> <br />安息，享受在神的同在里头才是首要的 <br />全心全意地敬拜 <br />敬拜是可以摇动，震动天地的 <br />成为真正的敬拜者， <br />在他的荣耀里安息... <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8612515983785984916?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-39416121203367787592011-08-07T21:43:00.003+08:002011-08-07T21:49:56.873+08:00有时时候登记下学期科目的季节了<br />这一次....<br />应该是最后一次了<br />感慨...<br />身边的uncle auntie姨妈姑姐，叔伯兄弟...<br />你们最近常问的问题<br />“你几时毕业啊？”<br />这次真的...<br />就来的啦...<br />真的...<br />真的...<br /><br />=.=<br />>0<<br />T.T<br /><br />看来很快就要准备<br />“你做什么啊？”<br /><br />囧<br />囧<br />囧<br /><br />老实说...<br />暂无头绪...<br />囧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-3941612120336778759?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-14477604257508419772011-08-05T05:25:00.006+08:002011-08-05T05:52:03.546+08:00<iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/e_efJu4ds2k" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />因为他这首歌对我们格外有意义<br />第一次危机的事情如此如此的靠近我<br />很想告诉他<br />我们会跟他站在统一阵线<br />直到我们看见胜利为止<br />那绝对绝对是超级荣耀的胜利<br /><br />这条路你不会一个人再走<br />虽然人开始在放弃<br />消极的报告开始出现<br />但我们依然跟你共同进退<br />我们依然呼求着一个从天上来的神迹<br />信息已经来到第五个神迹<br />如果说第七个神迹的信息结束以后<br />我们将经历一个神迹<br />我宁可将我的神迹给你<br />因为那将是牵引我们全体共同经历神的神迹<br /><br />给他身边的你你你还有你<br />谢谢你们让我真实看见不一样的事情<br />There is no greater love than to lay down one's life for one's friends. (John 15:13)<br />你们是有福的<br />你们必在胜利的日子大大大有喜乐<br />在你们身上我看见了彼此相爱:)<br />谢谢神也谢谢你让我这个路人甲幸运的无端端插上一脚！<br /><br />慈爱的父阿！<br />我们向你求这个神迹！<br />我期待那一天<br />我能跳跃着<br />大大声对周围怀疑的人大喊<br />“你看我们的神是真实的！！<br />他的神迹是真实存在的！！<br />那是我亲眼看见的！”<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1447760425750841977?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-3694716004732412532011-07-31T21:57:00.002+08:002011-07-31T22:06:07.660+08:00是你创造生命气息<br />是你应许照顾赐福<br />你满有怜悯恩典<br />虽然不知道你的旨意<br />即使那是你的旨意<br />因着爱的缘故<br />因着我们信心<br />因着我们全体同心的缘故<br />因着他为你大发梦想的缘故<br />求你回转你的心意<br />像尼尼微城一样<br />求你赐下怜悯<br />因我相信有爱就有神迹<br />给我们这个神迹<br />有慈爱施行神迹的全能医治者<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-369471600473241253?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-60866216199116628322011-07-22T21:33:00.003+08:002011-07-22T22:14:17.787+08:00深呼吸....<br />呼..........<br /><br />有时真的....<br />看着各样事情，<br />多么希望自己是十项全能，<br />但这样或许我就就不懂得珍惜，高傲吧<br /><br />大山小山你给我滚开！<br />有时会怀疑自己是否抓得太紧，<br />面对不合理的解释与环境，<br />应该继续抓还是放？<br />放，<br />明明就违背了心里的声音和原则，<br />no compromise不是吗？<br />抓，<br />似乎不近人情,<br />跟逻辑似乎背道而驰<br /><br />信有时好像一个赌博，<br />即使是应许，<br />在过程中，<br />有时事情照着应许发生<br />有时不是<br />50 50全照他的心意<br />全照应许发生，<br />我们可能就不可一世，<br />又谈何成长？<br />但万事都互相效力叫爱神的人的益处<br />况且，<br />最后的最后事情一定是照着应许成就<br /><br />路加福音16:10「人在最小的事上忠心，在大事上也忠心；在最小的事上不義，在大事上也不義。<br />即使事情暂时无法按应许发生，<br />我们还能坚持下去吗？<br /><br />父，<br />......<br /><iframe width="425" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/pAz03wdttDI" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />帮助我<br />....<br />....<br />Amen<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6086621619911662832?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-72680989102499514982011-07-17T20:30:00.004+08:002011-07-17T21:11:14.350+08:00不经意的情况下，<br />感触的神经线忽然被触动了。<br /><br />一个不经意的，<br />不知道我该不该出现的现任与未来同工的下午茶<br />一番“长辈”们的谈话<br />一个让人心痛的消息<br />一番省思，<br />一个想法一个决定，<br />一个早上的信息，<br />不谋而合，<br />一切的一切，<br />激起心里的另一个呼求。<br /><br />心痛的消息，<br />我没有亲眼目睹，<br />平时都只是风闻，<br />今天才知道事情的严重性，<br />背后的旨意是什么我真的不知道，<br />你知道什么才是对他们最好的，<br />但对我算是一个很重要的提醒。<br /><br />年岁完全不在我们的控制之中，<br />我们身上所有的恩赐才干若不能及时发挥，<br />如果时间真的到了，<br />除非是神的恩宠与恩典，<br />否则神若真要我们离开，<br />余留的恩赐才干也是徒然。<br />趁我们还有能力，<br />还有时间时，<br />靠着神的恩典把我们最好的献上~<br />当然父啊，<br />我们还是同心祈求你赐下你的怜悯，<br />实行你奇妙的拯救，<br />但一切照你的旨意行吧，<br />因你的意念高过我们的意念<br /><br />好像今日的信息一样，<br />很多事情不单单只有黑与白，<br />要如何处理得好，<br />要达到双赢，两全其美，<br />聪明智慧和一些巧妙的手法真的不可少...<br />如何处理，如何沟通，<br />IQ， EQ并重，<br />这一刻，<br />我终于体会所罗门当初的选择与要求是多么的重要<br />看见了，还要加上执行能力才有效~<br /><br />我自己是一个怎样的人，<br />怎样的德性，<br />多多少少自己知道，<br />有些事情何时该收何时该放，<br />有时真的不懂要怎样处理...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">你们中间若有缺乏智慧的，应当求那厚赐与众人、也不斥责人的上帝，主就必赐给他。」（雅各书一：5）</span><br />聪明智慧...<br />啊，聪明智慧<br />在各个领域的，<br />爸，我都极度需要！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-7268098910249951498?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-29230663652363214082011-07-14T00:07:00.004+08:002011-07-14T00:23:29.997+08:00Thanks God<br />DREAMS is over<br />Thought I couldn't really testify the precious moment together<br />Yet Thanks God for everything<br />And ya, I have lots to improve indeed<br />I couldn't say I'm doing well<br />Yet,<br />everything just thanks God<br />Got to know myself and others better<br />Identify my weaknesses<br />and next DREAMS will be better<br />I do hope I'll grow more too<br /><br />At the same time thanks God for His grace during all the while<br />esp in my exam etc as well<br /><br />It was exciting moment after all<br />Another level<br />Another new starting point<br />and yea<br />my holiday starts<br />Will start a new journey to Klang<br />Quite exciting I would say<br /><br />It's 2nd half of the year now<br />I should have plan it again<br />before my final final semester will start<br />Hmm<br />Life is challenging<br />Yet life is nice<br />We are still alive<br /><br />Have to clear my thingy physically mentally and everything<br />including my room la<br />hard drive la<br />format la<br />etc<br />Let's give myself a brand new start<br />Transforming, breakthroughing to another new level<br /><br />yea, thats my hope<br />Change from inner to outer :)<br />A better 2nd half<br />I pray<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2923066365236321408?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-54417257010632425002011-07-03T21:12:00.004+08:002011-07-03T21:25:52.885+08:00耶稣...<br />我的心<br />我的心情<br />只有你明白<br />.......<br />.......<br />.......<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />原谅我<br />.......<br />.......<br />.......<br />没有把你托付的做好<br />......<br />......<br />......<br />......<br />最糟糕的不是别人<br />.....<br />是我<br />.....<br />可以给我从里面更新到外面的能力吗？<br />.....<br />我需要<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5441725701063242500?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-19978669833655259562011-06-29T00:26:00.003+08:002011-06-29T00:41:29.960+08:00Sometimes I feel myself like <br />Am I actually getting crazier and crazier<br />I myself can even tell<br />Am I reaching to extreme?<br />Perhaps yes or perhaps not<br />Stretching beyond limit<br />Perhaps it is a good sign<br />Or not<br /><br />I'm still imperfect<br />Grant me wisdom to do the right thing at the right time<br />There is nothing I can boast about myself<br />All I can is I have tons of weaknesses<br />Even myself I shook my head for seeing it<br />I'm kind of pride too =.=!!!<br />Yet I see is merciful hand upon this unworthy person<br /><br />Dear Holy Spirit<br />Stirred me up<br />Stretch my limitation and spirit<br />Stretch my hunger<br />Help me to be bold and courage<br />I pray that<br />Whatever I do whatever I said<br />I just hope to glorify You<br />All for You<br />No compromise for You<br />Crazy for You<br /><br />As I know very clearly<br />This is the right thing I need to do<br />How is it the way to do it<br />Please teach me~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1997866983365525956?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-47930470416695646452011-06-26T23:29:00.003+08:002011-06-27T00:16:02.893+08:00It's awesome weekend!!<br />Miracle weekend!!<br />I saw and felt His great presence and anointing<br />I'm so so so weak<br />He is so so so strong<br />I may have lost my control<br />He is not<br />Everything is in His control<br /><br />I can fell that He is really with us<br />So so so so so deeply<br />I saw His hand listen to our prayers<br />Even just a tiny small little one<br />Give us the soul!!<br />Write his name in your book<br /><br />It was touched to see the baptism today<br />I know<br />That what we shall do<br />It's a reminder<br />Felt the great authority while praying<br />I hope it's not from flesh or emotion<br />But truly touch your heart <br /><br />But Lord<br />I don't know why<br />I'm not satisfy<br /><br />I don't wish I'm the only one to feel it~<br />Please open their eyes<br />Am I too aggressive? <br />Am I too idealism?<br />I don't really know~<br />But please let us get it altogether<br />Don't let anyone among us left behind<br />We need more<br />More and more desire<br /><br />There's a lot that I think I shall do<br />But I don't know how can I do it<br />I'm not influential enough<br />Not sensitive enough~<br />Fallen down always<br />Show your way and teach me<br /><br />Don't really know why I'm suddenly down~~<br />Help me Lord<br />I'm lacking<br />Show your kindness upon my weaknesses~<br />Enlarge my spirit<br />:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4793047041669564645?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-16537340921598377952011-06-20T22:45:00.004+08:002011-06-21T00:07:14.458+08:00Yea, I'm grateful<br />Really grateful<br />I passed the exam!!<br />It's grace<br />Clearly I know I might not able to do it<br />Due to tiredness and lack of time<br />I couldn't finish reading<br />For the first time I wish to just have a pass=.=<br />It's precious<br /><br />So nervous when I got in<br />Almost can't breathe<br />Really can't breathe<br />Without nervous and worry is a lie<br />All I can is just pray hard<br />As I already did all what I can<br /><br />Relieve when I saw <br />"You have passed...bla bla bla...<br />Required passing score is 700...<br />bla bla bla...your score is 746"<br />Precious extra 46~<br /><br />It was a quite blur experience actually<br />For me, no clear instruction was stated in the programme=.=<br />In blur situation, I ended my exam<br />In blur situation, I receive my result=.=<br />I really thankful for that<br /><br />On my way home, walking under the hot sun around 3pm<br />The sky turned cloudy<br />I saw the sun shone so brightly in my living room later<br />Ha~<br /><br />It is a great warm day for me<br />And finally I can rest awhile<br />Since I can go back earlier after exam<br />Thanks Father in the heaven :)<br /><br /><br />Anyway I need to prepare well,<br />make it better for the next courses and the next coming 2 papers<br />Guide me all the way long<br />y dearest Father in heaven, Jesus and Holy Spirit :)<br />Transform me in the way You planned for<br />Love <3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1653734092159837795?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-61165755078944145352011-06-19T23:18:00.003+08:002011-06-19T23:40:24.624+08:00Frankly, it is getting busier recently~<br />Time just passed by, without having time to post something here<br />It was so busy<br />Not having enough rest<br />Not having time to finish what I had<br />Not free even now<br />Yet I wish to jot down the precious moment I had<br /><br />A scene from "One" by Planetshakers shook my heart<br />A recall<br />A reminder of a buried dream I had<br />That I had never ever shared<br /><br />Can't even describe my feeling<br />I have to admit I'm in a struggling mood and deeply stress <br />I can't really finish my books due to tiredness<br />Sometimes I did struggle<br /><br />I'm really really really not good enough,<br />Yet I really wanna tell myself<br />"Hey It's not a easy time, <br />it might be struggling, <br />going with pains<br />Yet, please~<br />Let the phrase "No compromise" and<br />"No matter what the cost I go"carved into my heart"<br />He deserves!"<br /><br />But Lord,<br />I know I'm weak<br />I'm really really truly weak~<br />Help me and have mercy on me~<br />Let your desire revive my soul once again<br />Pull me up when I'm fallen<br />Let me cling to You and know You once again<br />Not because of event<br />Not because of fulfilling a task<br />Not because of Ministry<br />but in my personal life<br /><br />Lord,<br />revive me,<br />stirred me once again,<br />with the great hunger and desire to see Your dreams come true~<br />HUNGRY for REVIVAL!<br />Teach me to be SERIOUS for REVIVAL!!<br />Becoming a real army of God with no compromise<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6116575507894414535?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-86257753695311078182011-06-12T23:26:00.004+08:002011-06-12T23:42:54.263+08:00我软弱你明白<br />我无言你叹息<br />亲自为我代求<br /><br />有点想找个洞躲起来<br />............<br />...............<br />.........<br />.......<br />......<br />.....<br />做什么会这样的？<br />唉！！<br /><br />有些感受就是无法直接了当的表达出来<br />有些话就是不知道要找谁讲<br />@.@<br />算了吧~<br />唉~<br />......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8625775369531107818?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-61849652391819108582011-06-03T17:31:00.001+08:002011-06-03T17:33:56.029+08:00I just need a special encounter with God in a special moment~<br />Something can only be completed by Him~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6184965239181910858?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-65462370012131861222011-06-01T01:58:00.005+08:002011-06-01T02:19:55.828+08:00<iframe width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/U9cGdRNMdQQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />原来胎儿在母腹中已开始微笑<br /><br /><iframe width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/IX2yqOwwbfk" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br />一把极具穿透力，带有生命力的声音<br />他有很阳光的一面<br />祝愿他好好走下去<br /><br />6月熟悉又亲切的月份，<br />象征着中场休息，<br />自我评估，<br />再奋力抗战的月份，<br />对个人而言还有一个圆满完整的意义。<br /><br />我的休息时间很快就要划上休止符...<br />期盼这个6月不再一样~<br /><br />这个部落格被我越搞越杂的感觉<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6546237001213186122?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-4159139032771777932011-05-31T22:13:00.002+08:002011-05-31T22:21:48.878+08:00自我定义的“毕业前恐慌焦虑综合症”，简称“毕焦症”=.=<br />毕业=新生活的开始<br />新生活=还债的开始？<br />哈哈，<br />钱钱钱钱...<br />可以使人进入梦想，<br />也可以推人进入另一个梦魇，<br />从梦中醒来~<br /><br />前路未明...<br />突发奇想，<br />发个牢骚...<br />路还是要走下去，<br />或许惊喜万分~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-415913903277177793?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-5813234676094200222011-05-28T18:12:00.003+08:002011-05-28T18:53:23.073+08:00人称的美丽才女，哈佛肆学高材生。<br />我不是她的粉丝，<br />真正留意她是在她的世纪大婚礼开始(又是婚礼:p) <br />那的确是个近乎完美，羡煞旁人的婚礼<br />婚礼是题外话，哈！<br />但我开始欣赏这一位艺人~<br />不是她的歌曲，<br />是她的生命与生活智慧~<br /><br />自拍也要有水准嘛~<br />现在很多人都喜欢玩自拍，<br />当然这不是错事，<br />但每次单单看你的个人照片而一无所获，<br />我就比较喜欢范范的态度~<br />每张生活照大多夹带着一节箴言。<br />再欣赏她的美与生活的同时，<br />至少还有一些事情是可以让人得益的。<br />即使拍得不美，<br />至少浏览者还是有所获得~<br /><br />人生总有起起伏伏，<br />欣赏她开朗的个性~<br />在患难中依然积极面对，<br />看了心情还是会大好~<br /><br />以一个艺人而言，<br />她有智慧的运用了媒体~<br />外在美是一回事，<br />内在美才是她吸引人，<br />讨喜的地方，<br />单从她的婚礼就能略知一二<br />（又是婚礼XD）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-581323467609420022?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-39418924679759434992011-05-28T02:26:00.003+08:002011-05-28T02:44:42.974+08:00还剩下一个星期，<br />寻找着好书，电影，音乐和视频，<br />太久没看戏了~<br />很想一次过把它们扫完，<br />一看就知道我无聊过渡...<br /><br />人生往往浪费太多时间在深谋远虑，<br />当然谨慎，三思而后行<br />绝对是美德，<br />有勇无谋，<br />鲁莽横冲直撞迟早碰壁，<br />我指的是过分的深谋远虑，<br />最终就是优柔寡断<br />举棋不定，<br />最后很大可能错失良机，<br />有时豁出去，<br />敢死一点，<br />死就死吧~<br />人生没有多少个十年...<br />与其踱三踱四顾虑太多，<br />还不如痛痛快快果断的大干一场~<br />拿出点好奇来吧<br />L.I.F.E--Live in Faith Everyday<br />不踏出一步就只会原地踏步....<br /><br />讲回我的movie list:<br />inception,<br />AI,<br />adjustment bureue,<br />pirates 2,3,4<br />transformer 1,2<br />fast &furious 1,2,3,4<br />avatar<br />哈哈哈，看吧这么强的杰作我竟然没有看过。<br />不过说实在的，近来PPS或许版权问题，<br />除了拿下港剧，<br />新电影的更新也少了，慢了<br />只好转换码头<br />bbs.powerapple.com还不错<br />是一个论坛，但有些节目被上载到videobb<br />虽然有时间上的固打，<br />但对于我这个不爱下载更讨厌层出不穷的pop out (很sien的啦)的宅女而言，<br />真是一大乐园也~<br /><br />扫过Source Code，果然不负我所望，还算满新鲜的<br />Unknown我来了~<br /><a href="http://www.videobb.com/video/x7nUct7Wio2O">Unknown watching online</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-3941892467975943499?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-2375200582129671332011-05-27T02:22:00.003+08:002011-05-28T02:46:16.369+08:00<iframe width="500" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/yTR4sAD_4qM" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-237520058212967133?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-24903513051497446472011-05-27T01:18:00.002+08:002011-05-27T01:22:55.484+08:00Fast Furious 5<br />SWAT<br />Justin Bieber:Never Say Never<br />No String Attached<br />Beastly<br /><br />Just counting the movies watched within these 2 weeks~<br />Beastly is actually not as good as expected. The storyline seems not logic,haha~Or should I say no storyline?ha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-2490351305149744647?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-30095838498277927902011-05-26T02:47:00.003+08:002011-05-26T02:53:00.273+08:00二十几岁...<br />有人赚到了人生第一桶金；<br />有人发挥着自己的天赋；<br />在自己的舞台上发光发热；<br />有人继续发梦，尽力实现梦想；<br />有人走进人生的另一个阶段；<br />有人期待着生活中的改变；<br />有人迎接着美好的将来；<br />还有人像我当着量地蛀米大虫...<br />你呢？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-3009583849827792790?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-89389334639784627302011-05-20T22:09:00.002+08:002011-05-20T22:23:48.172+08:00一个星期了，<br />看着被自己轰炸过的房间，<br />准备应战时遗留的枪械残骸，<br />再加上临时住处的吨积物，<br />现场满目疮痍，<br />惨不忍睹，<br />惊讶内在的内力，<br />竟然可以视若无睹=。=<br />不懂要给自己一个“服”字还是“星”字<br />对，<br />是兜把星的“星”<br /><br />一星期前<br />所谓的满脑子的计划，<br />都是骗人的，<br />满腔的热忱最后得个吉是我家常事<br />=。=<br />..........<br />无语问.......<br />都不关苍天的事<br />问自己好了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8938933463978462730?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-483786208875358652011-05-19T12:24:00.003+08:002011-05-19T12:48:04.030+08:00剧集中的人物有者确有此人，有者是剧情调味料。<br /><br />剧中较主要的皇室成员有朱元璋，淑妃，明惠帝朱允炆，燕王朱棣（后来的明成宗），永阳公主，十七子宁王。<br />剧情中宁王亲生母亲为淑妃。<br /><br />根据历史，永阳公主纯属虚构。<br />李淑妃膝下无子。宁王乃杨妃所处。<br /><br />千户敖笑风当然也是虚构的，网友说“笑”字很明显是冲着“laughing哥”而来的。<br /><br />马三宝则是鼎鼎大名的郑和太监。<br />根据网上的资料，马三宝是回族，是元朝记载的色目人。<br />六世先祖赛典赤·赡思丁（Sayyid Ajjal Shams al-Din Omar）是元初来自中亚的色目贵族，是布哈剌国王穆罕默德的后裔。<br />后来他的祖父随母姓“马”。<br />11岁被无故被掳，加以宫刑<br />后被重用，赐姓“郑”名“和”。<br />既然被阉，何来后裔？他的后裔实为郑和哥哥所处。<br />现在才正式知道原来郑和并非我们印象中的那个样。<br />也证明各族能同心协力，齐心建国。<br />不过风光背后，也为他感到心酸~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-48378620887535865?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-55298175106280036062011-05-19T11:42:00.008+08:002011-05-19T13:24:27.970+08:00最近在看TVB《洪武三十二》，竟然挑起我的历史瘾。<br />忽然对那段历史甚感兴趣，因而加以在网上搜索相关资料。<br />一般都知道TVB剧情“纯属虚构，如有雷同，纯属巧合”。<br />历史古装片亦然。当中除了小部分正史，其他的乃属虚构。<br /><br />想不到n年前背过的历史，竟然出现在剧情上。<br />心想，要是当年初中历史课能搞得如此精彩，学生就不用愁眉苦脸啃书啦。<br />也真佩服编剧和各作家的本领与想象力，能把一段历史事件带做文章。<br /><br />“洪武”是明朝明太祖年号。<br />根据历史，朱元璋在位31年，所以只有“洪武三十一”。剧名“洪武三十二”纯属虚构。<br />明太祖崩后，明惠帝即位，也就是明太宗皇孙--朱允炆，年号“建文”。<br />后来“靖康之难”，皇叔燕王朱棣成功上位，明惠帝下落不明。<br />明成祖朱棣迁首都，年号“永乐”<br /><br />以上乃是网上找到的资料，或许有误，如有错误，请指正:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-5529817510628003606?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-81821711100945636362011-05-16T01:31:00.007+08:002011-05-16T02:13:30.257+08:00<strong>林前4:7 我们有这宝贝放在瓦器里，要显明这莫大的能力，是出于　神，不是出于我们。</strong><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-ymJPaiKwNmg/TdAXlGNVrII/AAAAAAAAAoU/JxMxnLNqi54/s1600/hajiki.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 167px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-ymJPaiKwNmg/TdAXlGNVrII/AAAAAAAAAoU/JxMxnLNqi54/s400/hajiki.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5607007462165425282" /></a><br />瓦器一般没有绚丽的外表，<br />即使有，也常存有许多看见与看不见的瑕疵。<br />瓦器可能根本不值钱,一摔就破。<br />看似没有价值的瓦器，<br />一旦装有宝贝，<br />身价就不再一样，<br />一旦摔破了，<br />宝贝就能显出来。<br />若不摔破，<br />宝贝永远隐藏起来，<br />对瓦器一点好处也没有~<br /><br />丑陋的一面往往在在出其不意的时候显出来，<br />它很可能是你从来没有发现，<br />从没想过的，<br />的的确确是让人沮丧的，<br />特别是感觉还好的时候，<br />却出其不意的发现自己身上从没看见的弱点，<br />发现自己原是如此的.....<br /><br />要面对自己的软弱，<br />面对自己最不想面对的一面，<br />被破碎，<br />真的真的不是简单的事情，<br />不破，<br />就停留在一个阶段，<br />原地踏步，<br />逻辑上不破绝不是明智之举<br /><br />像电子游戏一样，<br />特别是RPG故事类的，<br />过不了一关，<br />怎能继续前进？<br />即使能安逸撑下去，<br />却无法取得更多的能力，升级<br />甚至找不到适当的出口...<br />有些阶段还是必须经过某些关卡的测试才能继续大步前进<br /><br />你的恩典我们绝对需要啊~<br /><iframe width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/rCtE_c6zXRI" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8182171110094563636?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-81510128102338134012011-05-12T02:43:00.004+08:002011-05-12T02:50:52.653+08:00Cool man,<br />those tech are awesome.<br />start getting excited with the field<br />so as the latest technology available<br />though im a newbie to many~<br />Thanks to FYP<br />I got to know the potential of the field<br /><br />Wow, lots more to catch up~<br />should brush back topics touched in previous semester<br />and really look into that<br /><br />Just that<br />Hmmm<br />How large is the field in Malaysia?<br />How to get a chance?<br />And where should I go?<br />That's an interesting topic<br />Should start looking into it<br />Seriously<br />huh?<br />LOL~<br /><br />Anyway<br />Should list down what I wish to do<br />try to make it in these few months<br /><br />Google I/O cool<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8151012810233813401?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-87612196910959244662011-05-08T23:39:00.005+08:002011-05-09T00:51:47.075+08:00突然只想躲在<br />自己的世界里<br />与世隔绝<br />躲在一个角落里偷窥<br />不出来<br /><br />想玩失踪<br />又怕sien=。=<br />看来我真的太无聊了<br /><br />离开喧哗，安静陶醉在自己的世界里是一件好事？<br /><br />不晓得只知道<br />心情换季<br />感性emo的季节<br />面对暂时没法加以改变的事情<br />鸵鸟症状又出现了<br /><br />有股冲动<br />收集歌词<br />细细品尝诗人写下的意境<br />细细体会<br /><br />说我是善变的绝对没有错<br />浏览了5月当红新娘范范的fb<br />从他的照片里不难发现生活是美好的<br />任何环境里<br />都有值得感谢的事<br />还有好多好多美丽的事情在眼前<br /><br />陶醉在自己世界里的鸵鸟，是时候该想想未来，编织理想生活的下一步。再小的一个实际行动，还是能把实现的差距缩短。即使再小的改变，也能为生活带来喜悦~Life is still beautiful<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-8761219691095924466?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-69773627930296153522011-05-08T20:11:00.002+08:002011-05-08T20:26:43.873+08:00测试显示我果然是这样的混合体<br /><br />才储分析：您的性格类型倾向为“ INFP ”(内向 直觉 情感 知觉)<br /><br />理想主义者，忠于自己的价值观及自己所重视的人。外在的生活与内在的价值观配合，有好奇心，很快看到事情的可能与否，能够加速对理念的实践。试图了解别人、协助别人发展潜能。适应力强，有弹性；如果和他们的 价值观没有抵触，往往能包容他人。<br /><br />INFP把内在的和谐视为高于其他一切。他们敏感、理想化、忠诚，对于个人价值具有一种强烈的荣誉感。他们个人信仰坚定，有为自认为有价值的事业献身的精神。 INFP型的人对于已知事物之外的可能性很感兴趣，精力集 中于他们的梦想和想象。他们思维开阔、有好奇心和洞察力，常常具有出色的长远眼光。在日常事务中，他们通常灵活多变、具有忍耐力和适应性，但是他们非常坚定地对待内心的忠诚，为自己设定了事实上几乎是不可能 的标准。 INFP型的人具有许多使他们忙碌的理想和忠诚。他们十分坚定地完成自己所选择的事情，他们往往承担得太多，但不管怎样总要完成每件事。虽然对外部世界他们显得冷淡缄默，但INFP型的人很关心内在。他们富 有同情心、理解力，对于别人的情感很敏感。除了他们的价值观受到威胁外，他们总是避免冲突，没有兴趣强迫或支配别人。INFP型的人常常喜欢通过书写而不是口头来表达自己的感情。当INFP型的人劝说别人相信他们的 想法的重要性时，可能是最有说服力的。 INFP很少显露强烈的感情，常常显得沉默而冷静。然而，一旦他们与你认识了，就会变得热情友好，但往往会避免浮浅的交往。他们珍视那些花费时间去思考目标与价值的人。<br /><br />您适合的领域有：创作性、艺术类 教育、研究、咨询类等<br /><br />您适合的职业有：（该类型存在的盲点和发展建议见MBTI第二步分析）<br /><br />· 心理学家<br />· 心理辅导和咨询人员 现在就去心理问题解答区实习下!<br />· 人力资源管理 <br />· 翻译<br />· 大学教师（人文学科）<br />· 社会工作者<br />· 图书管理员<br />· 服装设计师<br />· 编辑<br />· 网站设计师 <br />· 计算机程序UI设计员 <br />· 团队建设顾问<br />· 艺术指导<br />· 记者<br />· 口笔译人员<br />· 娱乐业人士<br />· 建筑师<br />· 社科类研究人员<br />· 教育顾问<br />· 各类艺术家<br />· 插图画家<br />· 诗人<br />· 小说家<br /><br />为什么受到启迪的人总是轻松愉快，宛如孩童？<br /><br />因为他们是......<br /><br />生命的主人，熟悉自己的路，<br /><br />因为他们听从良知的呼唤，<br /><br />那是智慧和天真的声音......<br /><br /><br /> <br />才储©分析：您的性格类型倾向是“ INTP ”(内向 直觉 思维 知觉)<br /><br />对任何感兴趣的事物，都要探索一个合理的解释。喜欢理论和抽象的事情，喜欢理念思维多于社交活动。沉静，满足，有弹性，适应力强。在他们感兴趣的范畴内，有非凡的能力去专注而深入地解决问题。有怀疑精神，有 时喜欢批判，常常善于分析。<br /><br />INTP型的人是解决理性问题者。他们很有才智和条理性，以及创造才华的突出表现。INTP型的人外表平静、缄默、超然，内心却专心致志于分析问题。他们苛求精细、惯于怀疑。他们努力寻找和利用原则以理解许多想法。 他们喜欢有条理和有目的的交谈，而且可能会仅仅为了高兴，争论一些无益而琐细的问题。只有有条理的推理才会使他们信服。通常INTP型的人是足智多谋、有独立见解的思考者。他们重视才智，对于个人能力有强烈的欲 望，有能力也很感兴趣向他人挑战。 INTP型的人最主要的兴趣在于理解明显的事物之外的可能性。他们乐于为了改进事物的目前状况或解决难题而进行思考。他们的思考方式极端复杂，而且他们能很好地组织概念和想法。 偶尔，他们的想法非常复杂，以致于很难向别人表达和被他人理解。 INTP型的人十分独立，喜欢冒险和富有想象力的活动。他们灵活易变、思维开阔，更感兴趣的是发现有创见而且合理的解决方法，而不是仅仅看到成为事 实的解决方式。<br /><br />您适合的领域有：计算机技术 理论研究、学术领域 专业领域 创造性领域等<br /><br />您适合的职业有：（注：无论是上面的专业领域还是下面的具体职业的列出都是为了帮助你在专业选择上打开视角、拓展思路，而不是限制你的选择。该类型可能存在的盲点和发展建议见完整分析报告）<br /><br />· 电脑软件设计师<br />· 系统分析人员<br />· 计算机程序员<br />· 研究开发专业人员<br />· 数据库管理<br />· 故障排除专家<br />· 战略规划师<br />· 金融规划师<br />· 信息服务开发商<br />· 变革管理顾问<br />· 企业金融律师<br />· 大学教授<br />· 科研机构研究人员<br />· 数学家<br />· 物理学家<br />· 经济学家<br />· 考古学家<br />· 历史学家<br />· 证券分析师<br />· 金融投资顾问<br />· 律师<br />· 法律顾问<br />· 财务专家<br />· 侦探<br />· 各类发明家<br />· 作家<br />· 设计师<br />· 音乐家<br />· 艺术家<br />· 艺术鉴赏<br /><br />每个人的生命都是有目的的，把自己的特殊才能作为独一无二的礼物奉献给他人.....问问自己：我如何才能最有效的造福人类？ 提出问题并付诸实践，发现自己的上帝，展示自己独特才能，以此来造福人类。那么，需要多少财富，你就能够创造多少财富。只要你的创造性表达符合全人类的需要，那么财富自然会从无到有，从精神王国流入现实世界。<br /><br /> ------- 乔伯拉<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6977362793029615352?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-91405061840580378582011-05-08T00:43:00.002+08:002011-05-08T02:51:55.705+08:00最担心的状况<br />发生了<br />考验？试炼？磨练？<br />我也分不清楚<br /><br />坦白说，<br />它是我最讨厌的东西<br />最不想做的事情<br />多么希望可以躲得过<br />但就是遇着它<br />背后的意思？<br />其实我真的看不透<br />更换？坚持？<br />在脑里盘旋无数次<br />逻辑上来说，<br />这样的决定好像是不必要的<br /><br />这样的状况下，<br />那一个是你要我选的？<br />感觉上还有更多的挑战在前头<br />是我无法避免的<br /><br />应当一无挂虑，只要凡事藉着祷告、祈求和感谢，将你们所要的告诉神。<br />感谢你还是有出路~<br />感谢神我还是有这个机会<br />感谢你让我知道每样东西不是理所当然或偶然的，<br />感谢你让我学习珍惜<br /><br />我要尽心、尽性、尽意、尽力爱主我的　神。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-9140506184058037858?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-41103122125151910072011-05-07T02:26:00.005+08:002011-05-07T02:52:59.545+08:00一年多前的一个祷告<br />一个心愿<br />一个仅属于你我之间的秘密<br /><br />若干年后<br />同样的祷告<br />经过时间的洗礼<br />环境事物的变迁<br />没有改变<br />依然兑现<br /><br />不晓得你背后的意思<br />是多虑吗？是磨练吗？<br />每每准备向前迈进<br />总有不得不后退的状况<br />有时确实极度沮丧，<br />百思不解<br />但你的意念高于我的意念<br />为着曾有的机会人事物感谢你<br /><br />或许这个方法不是给我的<br />转个角度，转个方法<br />我相信<br />只要你是导航者<br />目的地还是能到达<br /><br />机会真的不常有<br />即时有了<br />也可出其不意变换<br /><br />从今以后<br />把握，珍惜<br />每一个机会<br />做到最好是我唯一可向你许下的约<br /><br />就算八号风球般的变换无故临到<br />只愿依然握紧你的手<br />不惧风浪<br />继续前进<br />直到抵达目的地<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-4110312212515191007?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-11509855982894505262011-05-05T16:29:00.004+08:002011-05-05T17:08:21.196+08:00走在同样的道路上，<br />自小长大的环境里，<br />忽然发现同样的事情，<br />已无法带来旧有的欢乐，<br />昔日让人振奋的事物不再是什么，<br />仿佛变得理所当然，<br />简单的事物再也无法带来单纯的欢乐，<br />要求提高了，<br />品味换了~<br /><br />昔日烦扰的事情也不再重要，<br />昔日的风景有者荡然无存，<br />仅存的人事物，<br />有者依然如故，<br />同样的场景，<br />同样的步伐，<br />却已加上岁月的痕迹，<br />看着孩子们，<br />仿佛看见若干年前的自己，<br />无忧无虑，<br />嘴里只有微微上扬<br /><br />青涩的岁月已过去，<br />靠近吗？<br />细数，<br />开始有一段距离了，<br />一切开始列为回忆，<br /><br />人们的期望也随着时间改变，<br />人们真的不再问你的成绩，<br />抑或是考上哪所大学，<br />读什么课<br /><br />不再劝你多读书，<br />而是几时毕业，<br />什么打算，<br />再者几时成家立业，<br />已经没有回头的余地...<br /><br />小时候没有打算，<br />还有时间,<br />尚且宽容你，<br />长大了没有打算<br />不长进也，<br />不管准备好了没，<br />人们已迫不及待把你退出市场“售卖”<br />是你出来贡献的时候了！<br /><br />或许这是成长必经的蜕变<br />毕业在即，<br />感叹也，<br />人事已非，<br />有些事必须学习面对，<br />靠自己的双手打拼，<br />展翅高飞，<br />靠山靠太久了，<br />自己也不好意思，<br />奈何<br />往何处飞？<br /><br />忽然真的很想大喊<br />“我不想我不想长大”<br />感慨<br />事实终归事实<br />我们真的长大了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-1150985598289450526?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3496240179533367399.post-68314819505723759912011-05-04T00:37:00.005+08:002011-05-04T01:15:52.368+08:00What would you do if an arm was stuck?<br />What's the hope for you to hang on?<br />The movie is quite boring actually,<br />yet an interesting topic to think off~<br /><br />People tends to forget and ignore many things in life<br />Due to self pride,<br />due to face manner,<br />due to the dreams in life,<br />one choose to be self-centred<br /><br />Flash back in the very last moment<br />A boring movie I would say<br />Well, if I were him...127hours,<br />I might be bored to death~<br /><br />Anyway, <br />it opens any gate for me <br />to looking forward on what can I get from the book<br />Anyway, YUCKS for the part he cut his arm~<br />some more with a blunt small multitool knife =.=<br />extremely geli n disgusting~<br /><br />but thats all he can do, at that moment<br />to stay alive<br /><br />We may fight the idea of doing what we know we must. But in the end, we’ll take on even the hardest thing when it means survival.<br /><br /><iframe width="500" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/OlhLOWTnVoQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3496240179533367399-6831481950572375991?l=heartvoicepyee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>peacefreezer-pik yeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078552730260587308noreply@blogger.com0